Simon had thought before that the name Serenity had a funereal sound to it, and events since then hadn't exactly convinced him otherwise. So in a way it was fitting, that the cargo bay seemed like the vault of an earthen mausoleum, metal framework and brown wall paneling climbing into the shadows above them.
They had removed the contents of the shipping crate from the back of the ground trailer, had gathered around in a semi-circle to pay their respects. The clamps echoed into the gloom as he sealed the cryochamber, a hard and unforgiving sound. The doctor hesitated, the last button unpressed, until he received a go ahead from the captain. The container flooded with a hiss of super cooled air. The freezing process took only seconds, for his patient's heart to stop, for her vital signs to cease.
He rested a hand on the lid, his own quiet farewell, and as he moved away, his sister stepped up to take his place. She leaned over to lay her ear on the shimmering grey surface as though to listen, her long dark strands arrayed around her head, her arms wrapped around the sides. Perhaps she was able to hear something, some song of cell or molecule or energy after clinical death that not even science could detect. Even so, her supplication was perhaps a little too much, and not entirely appropriate. He tapped at her shoulder and she allowed him to somberly lead her aside.
She had prompted the rest of them out of their own reluctance, and they each took a turn saying goodbye. Zoë stood tall next to the stasis cell, the salute of a bronze honour guard in a leather vest instead of a uniform, a moment of silence before she departed. Even a sorrowful Jayne shuffled awkwardly nearby before he blurted something out in a mumble and hurried away.
Kaylee was next, the sadness of her face in contrast with the cheery sweetheart patch on her overalls and the pink print of her shirt. Despite his own feelings of hurt over her lack of trust, he felt a sudden regret for his harsh words to her. But he wasn
"You can't take th sky from me!"
Mal makes his own hope and luck. And then it goes wrong most times.
Just caught up on chapters 24 & 25 and it seems that Mal is seeing an awful lot of ghosts, or maybe that’s his guilt settling in. Should he feel shame the way he treated the companion when the crimes she were committing (in his eyes) were worse than his very own? Sure he should. And now it’s coming back to haunt him. Who’d have thunk…..that yet with Inara so close, it seems as if she’s’ across the universe from him.
I really enjoyed these two works, excellent reading and ready for more!
BPZ
I don't think he DOES think anything she's done has been remotely worse than the things he's done, and considering how he really feels about her, that makes his mistreatment really uncalled for.
So this dream, bad as it is, doesn't really register. Now, what happened to Inara is pretty bad for him on a normal scale, as she represents his hopes for any kind of better life (among other things), but losing her is more a continuation of the status quo, and is compared to events that were "life-changing bad," "himself changing bad," and "mind breaking bad."
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