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Listen

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Reagan Tam remembers how to listen to the things that are not said aloud. Post-BDM. One-shot.

CATEGORY: FICTION    TIMES READ: 1656    RATING: 8.0 (G)    SERIES: FIREFLY

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The whispers grow so loud that even Reagan Tam hears them. She hovers in the hall as her cook tells the new maid that it was a brother and sister who retrieved the lost Miranda transmission; the girl, she says, is special (she says the words like a prayer). At a charity function an acquaintance leans close and says, “A friend of a friend told me they’re from Osiris originally, can you believe that? And from a good family. Of course, I think the whole thing is a hoax, but, if it were true…” One of Simon’s doctor friends stops by the house and asks her, “Have you heard anything?” as if she could hear from her dead children. “What exactly do you mean?” Reagan asks, but the boy frowns, shakes his head quickly, mutters apologies. “I’m sorry, I thought maybe… I heard… I’m so sorry to bother you Mrs. Tam.” She offers him tea, and wants to touch his hand, his hair, but he leaves so quickly.

She was told there had been an accident. The school notified them. Simon, who had been acting so strangely, went to visit River. He left the hospital with no warning, it wasn’t like him at all, but then he loved his sister, missed her. They had taken a flyer out for the afternoon, to spend some time alone. One of River’s teachers called to convey the news. She was red-eyed, and spoke very slowly. “There are no words for this kind of tragedy,” she said. Reagan had not been listening then. Reagan had not listened for a long time, after.

But Reagan listens now, to the things people say and the things they do not say. When she was young, and moved more quickly, she used to have much better hearing. Whispers reached her with no breath behind them. The first time she met Gabriel, for instance, he had looked at the floor and said something idiotic, but she heard his heart beating faster inside his chest. Sometime in the years between then and now, she had forgotten how to hear. It was too difficult, knowing other people’s secrets. “Your responsibility is to us now,” Gabriel said, his hand on her swelling stomach

Comments
Sunday, 11 December 2005 10:08
This is really good. I really like that we got into the head of a character we really don't know so much about.

Luc
ANA
Sunday, 11 December 2005 12:54
Very beautiful. Very sad. I never considered the idea that River's "gift" was a family heirloom. It makes a lot of sense, though. Unfortunately, her mother doesn't appear to have come to terms with it as her daughter has, at least as much as she is able to.

And thank you for not making the Tams unfeeling monsters. They may be ignoring what they don't wish to hear, but they're not deliberately turning their backs on their children.
ANONYMOUS
Sunday, 11 December 2005 13:07
Oh wow, this is fabulous!
Sunday, 11 December 2005 15:38
Haunting. That's all I gotta say.
ANONYMOUS
Sunday, 11 December 2005 21:35
Loved this. I could so see their mother feeling like this and it makes sense that River must have got her ability from somewhere or someone. I love that. While it is sad it is also a case of the parents reaping what they have sown. So wonderfully written, thanks! Ali D :~)
You can't take the sky from me
Friday, 16 December 2005 21:45
i know it's odd to want to hug someone else's parents, but i do...i really do

b

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