Title : Sin and Punishment
Author : Goldy
Disclaimer : Joss is boss. Special thanks to Shakespeare, for letting me pull all kinds of his canon out of thin air.
Pairing : Mal/Inara
Summary : They read each other Shakespeare on the second Sunday of every month. Potentially confusing and angsty.
Rating : PG-13
Words : 1, 793
Author’s Notes : Originally written for the livejournal Mal/Inara ficathon, for the prompt "flowers" and "sarcasm." I'm pretty sure the Shakespeare has something to do with agentrouka , but I can't for the life of me remember what.
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They read each other Shakespeare on the second Sunday of every month. Usually they managed an act, more or less. Inara suspected it would take them decades to complete Shakespeare’s entire canon, the rate they were going.
“It’s cause we got all the time in the ’verse, darlin,’ ” Mal claimed. The “one act” rule was really for his benefit, anyway, as Inara suspected he had the attention span of a five-year-old. Two pages in and he’d start poking at her stuff or trying to kiss her neck.
Of course, there were also the days when Inara wondered if “all the time in the ’verse” was too optimistic. Mal lived in a dangerous line of work, and he seemed to attract bullets in the same way a Companion attracted clients—frequently and easily.
In her darkest moments, Inara couldn’t stop the niggling doubt that insisted this was but a snapshot of her life. What place did she truly have, on this ship, tied to one man? One day it would be too much—too many arguments, too much constraint. And she’d have to leave Mal behind again—shattered faith and broken heart.
Inara loved Mal. Maybe too much. Maybe enough to be content for the moment—to give up her clients and to accept that he could never understand the part of her that remained Inara Serra: Companion.
“What the hell kind of insult is ‘I bite my thumb at you’? Lacks punch.”
“Mal, there is really no need for running commentary.”
But Mal
All that half-shared doubt and fear co-mingling with the sweetness... it makes me a very happy Rouka. Can't be separated, the fear and the love belong together like they belong to themselves and each other. Their love is an answer to their fears yet only creates new ones. Makes them strong and weak. The poetry of it all. :)
I really loved it. I love that he's so much inside her already that he can't see it, and it scares her so much, truly loving, that she can't make him see it. I love that they're reading Shakespeare. I love that the truth hurts more than fighting. Really, this was beautiful.
You can't take the sky from me
Keep writing!
Absolutely perfect for the two of them - more please!
Anyways... can I have my very own pocket Goldy to sit on my desk and tell me brilliant fanfic at odd hours of the morning when I can't sleep?
Also, did you post this on LJ? I think I might have missed it.
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