Male and Female Imponderables the Fifth
POSTED BY: Tristan
UPDATED: Sunday, May 28, 2006 11:01
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We love the crush. Oh, you don't mean orange crush. My bad. The whole idea of a crush kinda helps me get by from time to time. But a serious relationship from a crush is usually a bad idea.
The reason: Say it with me now, "Stalker".
On the violence issue. My whole life has been a crappy violent mess from the get go. In between I was lucky enough to have support from a few friends , some family, and an occasional stranger who would say something to help me find the center of myself again. Those people also taught me to forgive and love myself in spite of the things I did in the name of duty. One thing that people don't understand about violence in the media is that those actions repsesented are either artistic expression, accurate representation, or blatant ignorance. Tom Savini, one of the most respected make up effects artists in modern film, spent time in Vietnam as a medic. I believe I once heard him say that he wanted to accurately depict the effects of violence, but to also purge the things he had experienced. I can respect that fully. Its those Hollywood F's that do it in the name of profit that make me sick. People who have no regard for the health and well being of the people of this world are the ones that give true artists a bad name.
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Doubled up. Sorry. [Throws monitor] Stupid computer.
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So anyone have advice for someone who's about to become single again? I don't know how this works I'm only at the I hate the f
ing bastard and listening to Fiona Apple at high volumes stage. Also I havn't told him yet. But it's his own f**king fault. Sorry anger issues.
An I carried such a torch....For the Dark Lord
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A. Don't drive when in the playing loud angry music, hate the F'r stage.
B. Take time to appreciate you for who you are. He musta really screwed up.
C. Embrace the anger then let it go. That way you can deal with the task at hand. It is best to face Large issues in a small way and vice versa.
D. SMILE
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Might want to tell him about it; sounds like he may not get the clues! 
If this is a good decision, and the ending will make you happy, get it over with as soon as possible. That way, you will have more time for the recovery. Ghostrider has some excellent suggestions. Although I would probably go for something like Rammstein or Korn...much better rage music 
.
And, as always, we will be here if you need to vent. Hopefully, we "other" males will be able to defend ourselves and disavow the stupidity of this particular individual.
Holding until you get back, Captain.
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No you guys are just fine no worries. Just found out what I really mean to this particular individual is all. After four years apparently all I am is a drunk ugly whore to him. Good to know where I stand I guess. I'm still really angry so bear with me okay?
An I carried such a torch.......For the Dark Lord
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My advice, is stay angry. At least through it all. Its the only thing that is keeping me going through the nightmare of my marriage ending!
I am on The List. We are The Forsaken and we aim to burn!
"We don't fear the reaper"
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OK NOW I will kill him for you!
I am on The List. We are The Forsaken and we aim to burn!
"We don't fear the reaper"
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Rage music suggestions:
Static X - Wisconson Deathtrip
Offspring - Smash
Rage Against the Machine - Almost anything. C'mon, its RAGE music.
When coming back to reality:
Bob Marley - Legend (Although the original cuts of the songs are grittier and more heartfelt)
Sublime - Any of the funtime songs. I suggest Summertime and 40 ounces of freedom
And of course when in doubt stick some Jimi in your ear (Jimi Hendrix):)
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CoPilot let me know if there is anything I can do for you. I can carry implements of pain and drive a mean get-a-way car.
Here is my imponderable - I have no access to unmarried/unattached/heterosexual males.
I work from 7-4 Mon to Fri. I have an evening job from 5:30-11. My house is 40 miles away from my day job, and I work the second job 2-7 both weekend days!
So what do I do?
I am on The List. We are The Forsaken and we aim to burn!
"We don't fear the reaper"
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