I Need the Ugly Truth-Please Help Me

POSTED BY: RiveR6213
UPDATED: Wednesday, March 15, 2006 01:03
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RIVER6213

Monday, March 6, 2006 5:58 AM

Fellow Browncoats,

Maybe it’s for is an Adults bid for reasonable attention and input, but no other, so please make an attempt to understand. I hope you do, and I hope you respond!

I need your help, and if you can’t, then I understand. I Am a difficult human.

As Citizen pointed out, you are all not my therapy group, but I need your help because I am having difficulties, trouble seeing how my presence, my opinions, and points of view have affected you and other people.

I am a very successful woman. I'm good at science and any left-brained activity, but when it comes to social, conversations, and feelings, I always fail to be able to interpret the situation. When I think I’m being humorous other find it so not humorous. When I am being vague other take what I say and interpret it in a different way other than what I meant. When I’m happy, people act towards me like I’m sad. When I’m sad, people treat me as though I’m angry…go figure.

This forum is my only outlet for the ideas of freedom of expression if you can understand that, and YES, I know it’s a Firefly forum, but I am River in more ways than you want to know, so I think it fits here. Have I offended anyone here, or on this board in any primary, core way? Are my crimes so major, that it means I have to be ignored? And am I that bad? Do my escapades mean that I have no opinion worth looking at?

For all the people who have wondered about this sort of thing. You can have all the money on earth you could ever want. You can have all the status on earth that you will every need, but in the end, when the smoke clears, and the applause has ended, all you really have wanted (as I have) is the understanding of your fellow human being.

In this day and period, this can only come from a browncoat.

River

BTW I was in the news last night

UNREGISTEREDCOMPANION

Monday, March 6, 2006 6:10 AM

There is a condition called Asperger's Syndrome. Many people who are "socially clueless" actually have Aspergers. Remember, I am not a doctor...nor do I play one on tv...but it wouldn't hurt to look up the info and at least rule it out.

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"Funny and sexy. You have no idea. And you never will."

RIVER6213

Monday, March 6, 2006 6:41 AM

Sorry about that. My mistake was I forgot that humans were incapable of being trusted or believed. Strike my original post.

I am such a foolish human

Citizen was right...I Do need help

STDOUBT

Monday, March 6, 2006 7:30 AM

Quote:

BTW I was in the news last night

For what?
(EDIT: Trust always depends on mutuality.
Knowledge trumps Belief).

Quote:

Citizen was right...I Do need help

All you need is Love.

SINGATE

Monday, March 6, 2006 7:33 AM

You don't need help. I for one think your presence around here really livens things up. I haven't read anything of yours that would be deemed offensive. Then again I have a pretty thick skin. Believe me there are a few others around this board who have done far worse than you. A few people seemed to get bent out of shape over that whole 'destroy the world thread' you started a ways back but from what I could tell most of them were glad you stuck around.

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We live on a placid island of ignorance in the midst of black seas of infinity, and it was not meant that we should voyage far.

RIVER6213

Monday, March 6, 2006 7:58 AM

***Mood shift complete***
***complete anger towards humanity engaged***

I need to stop posting here. I say stupid things, as you all have figured out by now.
I wrote that IDIOTIC post while I was in what I call a foolish state of mind. I call it the "Cry for help" state of mind, but I locked down that weak part of my being. I need no help; help is for the weak. Pay no attention to it. Love is for the weak. I need no one. Humans are a waste of time. Friendship are a stupid waste of time. My career is all that matters, and the hell with humanity.

This thread is CLOSED because I made a mistake.

River

RIVER6213

Monday, March 6, 2006 8:00 AM

Quote:
Originally posted by STDOUBT:
Quote:

BTW I was in the news last night

For what?
(EDIT: Trust always depends on mutuality.
Knowledge trumps Belief).
Quote:

Citizen was right...I Do need help

All you need is Love.

Love is for the weak

ANOBJECTINSPACE

Monday, March 6, 2006 8:27 AM

Quote:
Originally posted by RiveR6213:
Quote:
Originally posted by STDOUBT:
Quote:

BTW I was in the news last night

For what?
(EDIT: Trust always depends on mutuality.
Knowledge trumps Belief).
Quote:

Citizen was right...I Do need help

All you need is Love.

Love is for the weak

We are weak beings. All of us.

.....
"It's just an Object"
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RIVER6213

Monday, March 6, 2006 8:31 AM

I always thought success would bring me happiness. I find that now I've arrived I hate everything and everyone so screw all of you.

SINGATE

Monday, March 6, 2006 9:00 AM

Love and happiness are illusions created by people to make their lives seem more meaningful. Hate is the truest friend you will ever have so revel in it. An angry River is a good River.

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We live on a placid island of ignorance in the midst of black seas of infinity, and it was not meant that we should voyage far.

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