In your darkest moments, what are the temporary ideas you entertain?

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CITIZEN

Wednesday, February 8, 2006 5:47 PM

But I don't even wear pants...

Beligerent CitizenIs Goin' commando.

More insane ramblings by the people who brought you beeeer milkshakes!
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CHRISISALL

Wednesday, February 8, 2006 6:15 PM

Quote:
Originally posted by citizen:
But I don't even wear pants...

Don't worry, once you get out of the carriage and start walkin' you'll get the feel.

Chrisisall

CHANNAIN

Wednesday, February 8, 2006 7:13 PM

I think about my parents being practically 80, and the 12-year gap in age between me and my sisters, and my brother's life management issues and realize one certain truth...

One day, it will be just me standing here.

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CANTONMUDDER

Wednesday, February 8, 2006 8:11 PM

My darkest thoughts are so dark I'm not going to share them! LOL!

PIRATENEWS

Wednesday, February 8, 2006 8:55 PM

Quote:
Originally posted by RiveR6213:
My biggest, darkest, thoughts are that deep down inside, I hate myself, hate all people around me, and all of humanity, and if I had the means in front of me, in the form of a bomb that would completely destroy this big blue marble called earth, and all I had to do was push the pretty red button to make it happen, I most likely would without hesitation.

Then I wakeup, let loose a sigh of complete resignation to the fact that I have no such power of complete, global, destruction, and much to my annoyance (which seems to be my constant companion these days) I'm still alive. I put on my clothes, mentally brace myself, and go to my job, and fight another unwinnable war in this Vietnam called my life.

Take two Paxilon HCl, and call my enemies in the morning.

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Wednesday, February 8, 2006 8:56 PM

Quote:
Originally posted by Hero:
Quote:
Originally posted by RiveR6213:
My biggest, darkest, thoughts are that deep down inside, I hate myself, hate all people around me, and all of humanity, and if I had the means in front of me, in the form of a bomb that would completely destroy this big blue marble called earth, and all I had to do was push the pretty red button to make it happen, I most likely would without hesitation.

Then I wakeup, let loose a sigh of complete resignation to the fact that I have no such power of complete, global, destruction, and much to my annoyance (which seems to be my constant companion these days) I'm still alive. I put on my clothes, mentally brace myself, and go to my job, and fight another unwinnable war in this Vietnam called my life.

One, if you had such power, you'd probably no longer want to use it. You'd take your godlike power and do godlike things with it. Your frustration seems to result from your lack of power. If you had power you'd probably sit around whining that you wish you were 'just like everyone else'.

Two, Perhaps you would benefit from some sort of medication and/or counseling. I suggest liberal doses of prozac and anti-anxiety medication washed down by conservative doses of alchohol, thus placing you into a moderate state of mental release.

Three, or you just need to get some...you know what I mean...get some... copies of Firefly on DVD and pass them around thus making the world a better place and leaving you with a euphoric sense of satisfaction. (Note: By 'copies of Firefly on DVD' I mean sex.)

H

LOL

RIVER6213

Wednesday, February 8, 2006 9:21 PM

Quote:
Originally posted by chrisisall:
Now River6213, tell me one thing that gives you joy, a smile on your face, and peace of mind.

I dare ya.

Investigative Chrisisall

Okay, I'll bite. I'm not certain if its joy or not, and I'm really not sure if it gives me any peace of mind, or puts a big smile on my face, but one thing in this life that does give me a measure of satisfaction is Saturday mornings.

What happens on Saturday mornings you ask? Answer: I get to download the latest Battlestar Galactica episode onto my ipod, and then I watch it while I eat breakfast, so for a whole 45 minutes, I have nothing to think of but the show... This somehow is as good as its going to get for me, so I run with it and enjoy it.

Does that answer your question?

BROWNFIELDCOAT

Thursday, February 9, 2006 12:20 AM

I'm a doomsayer, so I tend to believe the end time is near; however . . .

"'I wish it need not have happened in my time,' said Frodo.
'So do I,' said Gandalf, 'and so do all who live to see such times. But that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us. . . . '" Tolkien;LoTR:Ip.82

I had to look it up. My own shortened version of it doesn't give it justice: But really, "The question is not 'Why does does it have to happen in my lifetime,' but, 'What to do with the time we have left?'"

Quote:
Originally posted by RiveR6213:
My biggest, darkest, thoughts are that deep down inside, I hate myself, hate all people around me, and all of humanity,

I tend to not particularly care for myself, a large percentage of the people I encounter I do not particarly like, and the human race as a whole seems to have gone so far awry that one one must ask if it is truly worth saving. There are, however, somewhere out there, some that are truly righteous. You and I and others do not have the right to destroy everyone simply because we cannot seem to find good in those around us. I am not typically a Bible pounder, but please see Genesis18:16-33. I do not claim to be an Isrealite, Christian, nor Muslim; nor Buddhist, Taoist, or any other organized sort of sect; but there are books for guidance that can make a miserable existance at least bearable. Howevere -- Don't fall into the extremes! Extremists have agendas of their own, and then you become a pawn for either monetary support or suicide destruction. In those extremes you are not helping yourself, but aiding in the power hungry wants politicians and zealots.

As to your bomb to destroy 'this big blue marble called earth': please do not take wrath out on the planet. The human race did not create the earth, nor did the earth ask to be raped by the human race. Hell, we are all sitting here tapping on computers made from natural resources, or derivatives thereof, and powered by coal, nuclear fission, or dammed-waterways. None of which which would be an issue if Humans had maintained a balance with Earth.

Few billion years on and earth is gone, {ChristheCynic}
It really could be a lot shorter. If the burning fuel core at the center of the planet shuts down soon (all engines need fuel) as some scientists believe could happen, the planet may be left without the protection of a magnetic field, which defends us from the extreme radiation of the sun. Without that protection, we, all of us, burn. The sun may still last, but the Earth ashes.

I think that if we (the Human race as a whole) had spent more time working together instead of worrying about developing more efficient ways to kill one another, we could already be populating other planets and moons in this solar system; even possibly heading out further. That would be truly shiny. I don't know about you all, but I feel kind of boxed in here on this planet. There is so much more.

I have seen some Bush-bashing here and in other areas on this site. I voted for the moron. Ill-thought as many of you may say; for me, he was the lesser of two evils, as all elections are anymore. For me, the left has more designs on destroying my freedoms than the right has. Anyone who respects that Mal and others take arms to defend themselves and their 'families', shipboard and otherwise, will understand my meaning. I don't like where Jr. has taken this country, but I like less where others could have taken it. At least Mr. Spy-on-the-Citizens' reign is coming to an end. Maybe a new candidate will take us to a better place.

In any case, be shiny! There ain't nothin' can keep us down! We're all still flyin'!

P.S. I'm relativeley new to this posting thing. How do you quote other posts? {Well, I think I figured out how to do one qoute, but not sure how to do quotes from multiple posts; know it something to do with square-brackets} And, how do you insert those gorram emoticons?

Be seeing you . . .
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RIVER6213

Thursday, February 9, 2006 12:49 AM

Quote:
Originally posted by brownfieldcoat:
I'm a doomsayer, so I tend to believe the end time is near; however . . .

"'I wish it need not have happened in my time,' said Frodo.
'So do I,' said Gandalf, 'and so do all who live to see such times. But that is not for them to decide. All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given us. . . . '" Tolkien;LoTR:Ip.82

I had to look it up. My own shortened version of it doesn't give it justice: But really, "The question is not 'Why does does it have to happen in my lifetime,' but, 'What to do with the time we have left?'"

Quote:
Originally posted by RiveR6213:
My biggest, darkest, thoughts are that deep down inside, I hate myself, hate all people around me, and all of humanity,

I tend to not particularly care for myself, a large percentage of the people I encounter I do not particarly like, and the human race as a whole seems to have gone so far awry that one one must ask if it is truly worth saving. There are, however, somewhere out there, some that are truly righteous. You and I and others do not have the right to destroy everyone simply because we cannot seem to find good in those around us. I am not typically a Bible pounder, but please see Genesis18:16-33. I do not claim to be an Isrealite, Christian, nor Muslim; nor Buddhist, Taoist, or any other organized sort of sect; but there are books for guidance that can make a miserable existance at least bearable. Howevere -- Don't fall into the extremes! Extremists have agendas of their own, and then you become a pawn for either monetary support or suicide destruction. In those extremes you are not helping yourself, but aiding in the power hungry wants politicians and zealots.

As to your bomb to destroy 'this big blue marble called earth': please do not take wrath out on the planet. The human race did not create the earth, nor did the earth ask to be raped by the human race. Hell, we are all sitting here tapping on computers made from natural resources, or derivatives thereof, and powered by coal, nuclear fission, or dammed-waterways. None of which which would be an issue if Humans had maintained a balance with Earth.

Few billion years on and earth is gone, {ChristheCynic}
It really could be a lot shorter. If the burning fuel core at the center of the planet shuts down soon (all engines need fuel) as some scientists believe could happen, the planet may be left without the protection of a magnetic field, which defends us from the extreme radiation of the sun. Without that protection, we, all of us, burn. The sun may still last, but the Earth ashes.

I think that if we (the Human race as a whole) had spent more time working together instead of worrying about developing more efficient ways to kill one another, we could already be populating other planets and moons in this solar system; even possibly heading out further. That would be truly shiny. I don't know about you all, but I feel kind of boxed in here on this planet. There is so much more.

I have seen some Bush-bashing here and in other areas on this site. I voted for the moron. Ill-thought as many of you may say; for me, he was the lesser of two evils, as all elections are anymore. For me, the left has more designs on destroying my freedoms than the right has. Anyone who respects that Mal and others take arms to defend themselves and their 'families', shipboard and otherwise, will understand my meaning. I don't like where Jr. has taken this country, but I like less where others could have taken it. At least Mr. Spy-on-the-Citizens' reign is coming to an end. Maybe a new candidate will take us to a better place.

In any case, be shiny! There ain't nothin' can keep us down! We're all still flyin'!

P.S. I'm relativeley new to this posting thing. How do you quote other posts? {Well, I think I figured out how to do one qoute, but not sure how to do quotes from multiple posts; know it something to do with square-brackets} And, how do you insert those gorram emoticons?

Be seeing you . . .
in time

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