YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND YOU NEVER WILL

“Why not” jayne said following her up the stairs

“Because you don’t feel what I feel” jazz said almost shouting at him when she was walking she tripped on the stairs and he caught her and for a spit second they looked into each other eyes and she could feel he’s heart beat under he’s dirty shirt covered in mud

He put her down slowly

“Are you ok” he’s said in a gruff voice like he didn’t care

She sat down on the top of the stairs and watched everything that was happening in the cargo bay

Kaylee was washing the mule with help from river and Simon they were having so much fun.

They were so far up on the stairs that they couldn’t hear what Simon and Kaylee were saying but River knew what they were saying and she giggled to her self, River looked up at jazmyn and she also looked at Jayne.

And they left

Jayne sat down beside her

“What don’t I feel” he said looking at her

“You don’t feel what I feel and you never will”

“I have felt the way you are felling now” Jayne said not looking at her

“No you haven’t jayne”

“No I have, my sister died”

“let me tell you a story Jayne about a girl who was 15 years old and she had a great life she had 4 older brothers 1older sister and 2 younger brothers and her family was great her mother had a sprit of a eagle that seemed to soar and had laughter that was infectious

And one day on her way back from Arial her ship was taken by Niska and he’s henchmen she was sport for then for them to do what they would with her, jazz paused and Jayne looked at her and she continued with there story

“The girls family never stoped looking they looked every star that the night star could show them he looked for a year and he never lost hope that one day he would find he’s wife and the mother of he’s kids.

When Niska had finished violating her mother and beating her to an inch of her life and then stoping he left her on a desert planet where no one came ever but her farther stoped on the planet because she was feeling space sick” she