In the garden, and RAIN!!!!
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Originally posted by Brenda:
Sometimes I wonder if the universe hates me.
I'm sure it doesn't Brenda. I've felt that way before too, but what I've realized is that when I've gone to those dark places and had those thoughts I was just giving myself way more credit than I ever deserved.
The universe couldn't ever possibly hate me. I could die tomorrow and it would never even know that I existed. That's probably the most liberating realization I ever had in my life.
Sometimes we have good streaks. Sometimes we have bad streaks. I think in the end it all balances out though and "Luck" is what you make of it.
You've beat down far worse scenarios than this before.
Do Right, Be Right. :)
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Originally posted by 6IXSTRINGJACK:Quote:
Originally posted by Brenda:
Sometimes I wonder if the universe hates me.
I'm sure it doesn't Brenda. I've felt that way before too, but what I've realized is that when I've gone to those dark places and had those thoughts I was just giving myself way more credit than I ever deserved.
The universe couldn't ever possibly hate me. I could die tomorrow and it would never even know that I existed. That's probably the most liberating realization I ever had in my life.
Sometimes we have good streaks. Sometimes we have bad streaks. I think in the end it all balances out though and "Luck" is what you make of it.
You've beat down far worse scenarios than this before.
Do Right, Be Right. :)
Oh, I know that too. This mortal coil wouldn't miss me much.
And heaven knows I wouldn't give the universe that much satisfaction in thinking that it beat me.
That's just my frustration and being tired of the situation talking.
I mean being asked practically if I have to eat everyday, Thursday night before she verbally evicted me was just beyond the pale.
Then staring at my meds and saying that if I were to go into a care home I would be better off.
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Quote:Boy, don't I know THAT feeling!
That is very tempting on my end but it will only end up in a shouting match which I don't have the energy for. She's done that three times now and with my birthday in a couple of weeks, I will be checking the mail more, so if she sees me.....
I don't sleep until the wee hours of the morning because my brain won't shut down enough.
Quote:Been there/ done that too.
Sometimes I wonder if the universe hates me.
You're in a tough situation, but really it mostly revolves around your landlady who is a complete, I mean COMPLETE byatch and who is toxic to you every day; who seems to take a perverse pleasure in undermining you at every opportunity. I don't expect you to be pissed off because you have to DEAL with the situation and have to keep cool, but seriously ... I'm prolly pissed off enough for the both of us.
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Pity would be no more,
If we did not MAKE men poor - William Blake
"The messy American environment, where most people don't agree, is perfect for people like me. I CAN DO AS I PLEASE." - SECOND
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Originally posted by SIGNYM:Quote:Boy, don't I know THAT feeling!
That is very tempting on my end but it will only end up in a shouting match which I don't have the energy for. She's done that three times now and with my birthday in a couple of weeks, I will be checking the mail more, so if she sees me.....
I don't sleep until the wee hours of the morning because my brain won't shut down enough.Quote:Been there/ done that too.
Sometimes I wonder if the universe hates me.
You're in a tough situation, but really it mostly revolves around your landlady who is a complete, I mean COMPLETE byatch and who is toxic to you every day; who seems to take a perverse pleasure in undermining you at every opportunity. I don't expect you to be pissed off because you have to DEAL with the situation and have to keep cool, but seriously ... I'm prolly pissed off enough for the both of us.
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Pity would be no more,
If we did not MAKE men poor - William Blake
"The messy American environment, where most people don't agree, is perfect for people like me. I CAN DO AS I PLEASE." - SECOND
America is an oligarchy http://www.fireflyfans.net/mthread.aspx?tid=57876
I know she is Sig and she makes stuff up about what she thinks I am doing. Even though I know they watch me come and go.
Here's another one why do all the crazies find me?
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Quote:Why is she evicting you? Do you think that she's going to rent the (illegal) space for more $$? Or are they preparing to sell the house for top dollar and make $$ while they can?
Here's another one why do all the crazies find me?
I suspect that she's not crazy, just a greedy nasty byatch.
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Pity would be no more,
If we did not MAKE men poor - William Blake
"The messy American environment, where most people don't agree, is perfect for people like me. I CAN DO AS I PLEASE." - SECOND
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Brenda
GOOD FOR YOU to demand it in writing!
She may just be shaking the tree to see if the apple (you) falls out. I suspect her snooping is to try to catch you in something she can use against you - and if not that, at least make the situation so hostile you'll leave.
Do you have low-cost legal help where you are? Are you familiar with the housing laws in your area? It seems to me something is keeping her from just tossing you out officially. Maybe there's protection in place that prevents her from doing that for anything but 'cause' - failure to pay rent, engaged in illegal activities, creating a health hazard by hoarding, or some such. Because it seems to me like she's going through a lot of effort to make you leave by 'choice'. So, I suggest you find out what your rights are. If you are going to leave, it shouldn't be under illegal circumstances. And if you have rights to keep you in place, it could take some of the pressure off you. I hope when you leave, it's under your terms.
In any case, finding a new place will for sure be a hassle. You may have to greatly expand your geographic range, keeping public transport availability in mind.
But certainly living as her target is a hostile situation that's got to be some detriment to your well-being.
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Brenda's landlady:
We've already talked about going to the authorities about causing trouble for her. I can't remember how much of the reason you didn't want to do that was to not create waves, but I do recall you saying that she and her husband have some ties with the local authorities who give them a pass, correct?
Anyhow, I wouldn't focus your energy on causing any trouble for her. I don't know if I believe in karma or not, but I think the important thing is just figuring out how to get out of there and move on.
I've got a feeling that somebody who is that miserable all the time is already having a pretty terrible life and isn't worth your time or effort.
Do Right, Be Right. :)
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Originally posted by SIGNYM:Quote:Why is she evicting you? Do you think that she's going to rent the (illegal) space for more $$? Or are they preparing to sell the house for top dollar and make $$ while they can?
Here's another one why do all the crazies find me?
I suspect that she's not crazy, just a greedy nasty byatch.
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Pity would be no more,
If we did not MAKE men poor - William Blake
"The messy American environment, where most people don't agree, is perfect for people like me. I CAN DO AS I PLEASE." - SECOND
America is an oligarchy http://www.fireflyfans.net/mthread.aspx?tid=57876
Oh, I think they want someone in here who will do as they do. Or will abide by her rules of doing nothing.
And squeeze them for more $. She's said to me several times that she's not making enough money with my living here.
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Originally posted by 1kiki:
Brenda
GOOD FOR YOU to demand it in writing!
She may just be shaking the tree to see if the apple (you) falls out. I suspect her snooping is to try to catch you in something she can use against you - and if not that, at least make the situation so hostile you'll leave.
Do you have low-cost legal help where you are? Are you familiar with the housing laws in your area? It seems to me something is keeping her from just tossing you out officially. Maybe there's protection in place that prevents her from doing that for anything but 'cause' - failure to pay rent, engaged in illegal activities, creating a health hazard by hoarding, or some such. Because it seems to me like she's going through a lot of effort to make you leave by 'choice'. So, I suggest you find out what your rights are. If you are going to leave, it shouldn't be under illegal circumstances. And if you have rights to keep you in place, it could take some of the pressure off you. I hope when you leave, it's under your terms.
In any case, finding a new place will for sure be a hassle. You may have to greatly expand your geographic range, keeping public transport availability in mind.
But certainly living as her target is a hostile situation that's got to be some detriment to your well-being.
THUGGER admits it's not about RUSSIA !!! and is, in fact, a witch hunt. "Trump better be innocent of any wrong doing, anywhere, anytime."
Hey Kiki. It is try to catch me doing something she's said I can't. Like put on heat.
There is free legal advice around and so I am going to try that route again. And hope it works so I can get the pressure off of me.
Getting too stressed out could lead me to having seizures again and I will know who to blame.
If I can find the right legal avenue, I have a whole host of things about this place. So we shall see.
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Originally posted by 6IXSTRINGJACK:
Brenda's landlady:
We've already talked about going to the authorities about causing trouble for her. I can't remember how much of the reason you didn't want to do that was to not create waves, but I do recall you saying that she and her husband have some ties with the local authorities who give them a pass, correct?
Anyhow, I wouldn't focus your energy on causing any trouble for her. I don't know if I believe in karma or not, but I think the important thing is just figuring out how to get out of there and move on.
I've got a feeling that somebody who is that miserable all the time is already having a pretty terrible life and isn't worth your time or effort.
Do Right, Be Right. :)
No her and her husband don't have ties to authority.
You are right. Not sure if I believe in Karma either but I do just want out of here with little fuss.
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