Lucky 19

POSTED BY: RiveR6213
UPDATED: Friday, June 16, 2006 06:11
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RIVER6213

Thursday, June 15, 2006 7:53 AM

*Billy Palmer is lurking about*

My most major nightmare and fear is everyone will see me for the frightened, weak, and insecure person that I really am. That my ulitmate fear is that I will be laughed into a corner without allies. Left alone to die without honor, respect and hope.

As Bender put it in the movie Breakfast club:

You stupid, worthless no good, god damned free loading son of a bitch. Retarded, big mouth. no-it-all asshole jerk.

This is my fear. My biggest fear in the whole world. During that episode of Buffy, at Sunnydale high school when the Lucky 19 episode was happening. And if I had been there. I would have been the ravened haired girl, curled up in the fetal postion, near the lunch room in total fear knowing that everyone else knew with out a doubt what kind of loser I was.

River

CHRISISALL

Thursday, June 15, 2006 6:43 PM

Lucky 19? Maybe I'm not the fan I think I am, what ep was that?

Chrisisallpondering

FUTUREMRSFILLION

Thursday, June 15, 2006 6:50 PM

Quote:
Originally posted by RiveR6213:
*Billy Palmer is lurking about*

My most major nightmare and fear is everyone will see me for the frightened, weak, and insecure person that I really am. That my ulitmate fear is that I will be laughed into a corner without allies. Left alone to die without honor, respect and hope.

As Bender put it in the movie Breakfast club:

You stupid, worthless no good, god damned free loading son of a bitch. Retarded, big mouth. no-it-all asshole jerk.

This is my fear. My biggest fear in the whole world. During that episode of Buffy, at Sunnydale high school when the Lucky 19 episode was happening. And if I had been there. I would have been the ravened haired girl, curled up in the fetal postion, near the lunch room in total fear knowing that everyone else knew with out a doubt what kind of loser I was.

River

You ARE NOT A LOSER. And there is nothing wrong with being scared. There is nothing wrong with being weak. Those that can admit to these things and go forward are the strongest one of all.

I feel the need to come kick you arse! And I mean that with LOVE!

I think I will do what Elvis did in the immortal classis "Change of Habit" and hug you out of your tantrum!

I am on The List. We are The Forsaken and we aim to burn!
"We don't fear the reaper"

RIVER6213

Thursday, June 15, 2006 7:22 PM

Whoops! I guess there is a reason why I shouldnt get drunk and watch these higly, emotion manipulating Buffy episodes. Alcohol and Buffy don't mix! I mean look at this thread topic! LoL!

While I watch some of these episodes, I feel sometimes like I'm being played a baby grand piano. Joss is dangerous.

I don't remember this BTVS episodes real name, but there was a reference to "Lucky 19" in it. It was that episode during 1st season where everyone was living out their deepest nightmare.

And FMF, I know on the surface I'm not a loser, but I suspect that deep down inside I believe that I am. Anyone that cannot foster friendships and relationships, and spend most of their time running away from life and people is to some degree damaged goods.

Whoever invented hangovers should have their asses kicked.

River

FUTUREMRSFILLION

Thursday, June 15, 2006 7:24 PM

Whoever invented hangovers should have their asses kicked.

Lets get drunk and whoop their ass! Start with liquor never sicker, start with beer never fear! Or just go straight for the pharmceuticals!

I am on The List. We are The Forsaken and we aim to burn!
"We don't fear the reaper"

WHISPER

Thursday, June 15, 2006 7:43 PM

Quote:
Originally posted by chrisisall:
Lucky 19? Maybe I'm not the fan I think I am, what ep was that?

Chrisisallpondering

Ponder no more--> "Nightmares" 1st season (last disc?)

It's the one where the young boy who gets beaten to a coma by his little league coach, and he causes a rift between reality and the dreamworld.
"Lucky 19" is the boy's nickname given to him by said coach.
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CHRISISALL

Thursday, June 15, 2006 7:49 PM

Quote:
Originally posted by Whisper:

Ponder no more--> "Nightmares" 1st season (last disc?)

!
Bad on me, mate! I sentance myself to watch that ep asap!

Thanks, Whisper Chrisisall

FUTUREMRSFILLION

Thursday, June 15, 2006 7:51 PM

I would watch Buffy, but I can not afford to buy 7 seasons and I would want all 7.

I shall live vicariously through you all.

I am on The List. We are The Forsaken and we aim to burn!
"We don't fear the reaper"

CHRISISALL

Thursday, June 15, 2006 7:52 PM

Quote:
Originally posted by RiveR6213:
I know on the surface I'm not a loser, but I suspect that deep down inside I believe that I am.

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Get without the program Chrisisall

RIVER6213

Friday, June 16, 2006 6:11 AM

Quote:
Originally posted by FutureMrsFIllion:
I would watch Buffy, but I can not afford to buy 7 seasons and I would want all 7.

I shall live vicariously through you all.

That simply won't do. Send me your mailing address. Misery loves company.

River