Blog Entries For SEPTEMBER 7, 2009

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sheperds hair
Monday, 07 September 2009 00:29:56

i would very much like to know why we only see shepereds AWESOME hair once? its so cool. its all, POOOOOF! ya know? i mean, i would never want hair like that, but it suite him as a charecter. AND DONT YOU JUST LOVE THE WAY RIVER REACTS TO IT?!?! i forgot exactly what she said, but something like, 'cant. too much hair." she is so awesome. but so is sheperds HAIR!!!!!!!! omg omg omg omg omg omg. i need to calm down *deep breathing....* IT SOOOOOOO AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Going Dark
Monday, 07 September 2009 00:36:29

I just posted my last fanart image to the BSR. And only now I realize I've never captured Inara. Yes, that's a commentary on me. I've come to appreciate 'Nara, for sure. And I've always had a strong, protective love for River. But over the years I've really developed a warm and deep bond with the Kaylee character (certainly fueled by Jewel's own endearing personality). There's so much child-like innocence and trust in Kaylee; always vulnerable and open; hurt, at times, but never closing off because of it. You know, the whole 'dance like nobody's watching; love like you've never been hurt.' thingy. In many ways, I'm so like Kaylee, my own self. Or rather, I so wish I could be like her (which, after a fashion, probably means I'm like her, after all). So I guess it's only fitting that I should end with Kaylee. I guess I'm a experiencing some hurt myself. :( And no, not because no one appreciates my art, LOL. I ain't delusional. At best, I struck the occasional high note with my work. And I had peace with that. Rather, it pains me, every day anew, to see the Firefly light grow dimmer, every day anew. In earnest, I truly miss the days of lore, when the 'Verse was still brimming with optimism and life. I loved walking amidst the giants, all these talented artists who poured out their love for Firefly out of every pore. We weren't all good, but we were all there. And now, not so much. And so, today I realized I can't keep flyin' like this. I'm not so afraid of losing something that I won't try having it. But the more I try having it, the more I realize it's gone. No, the 'Verse ain't dead; but it's dying: something a good deal more painful. :( Yours in the 'Verse, RB

I met Kaylee on Sat night
Monday, 07 September 2009 19:35:28

Yep, an actual living, breathing Kaylee. That was her name. 1st time I'd ever met a Kaylee, or even heard that name, outside of Firefly. She was a teacher at my nephews school. Seemed nice enough. No idea whether she'd even heard of Firefly or not, didn't get 'round to askin'. I've no idea if she spelled it the same way, or if it was Kayleigh, which seems to me a bit more Southern.

writing 'simon' in stories
Monday, 07 September 2009 19:59:59

i like to write stories a lot, just little fiction thingies, but for some reason, i keep writing charecters names as simon or simone or something close to simon. i think my brain is just wired to think of his name a lot or something. its kinda freaky. but then again, if your addicted to something like i am to firefly, then your brain should be wired to think only of that. everyone who reads my stories are getting kinda annoyed though cuz there like 'is this the same simon as in you other story?' and everything. i think its kinda funny