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Thursday, 31 May 2007 17:53:33
First posted at Myspace: Thursday, May 31, 2007 No folks this ain't a drunken flashback. Current mood: okay Shadow of Pomagranate Bloom Needed rest from fitful dreaming denied Despite twilight haze to wakened eye Breath in berth, deep and languid warm slither and squeeze on soft low back Slow pulse awaken spirit For mornings cool touch spirit of earthen warmth Reaching coils sharing the lost day Resting sensual blindness upon shoulders Alas pulled to restless depth So the other night I had fell asleep waiting for a friend to come over and something really started twisting my sleep. Waking several times I finally gave in and jotted the piece down through tired eyes. I could feel something reaching from the ground and wrapping around my middle. As it moved it felt like a large tentacle. Warm in spirit and meaning no harm. Almost as if it were sharing some inexplicable information that I needed to understand. Some of the feeling still lingers in the sunlight, but I mostly feel it during the evening workout. A sort of insulation to the fire way down deep. Not knowing what it was isn't all that bothersome. And the why isn't all too much of a mystery. There are things happening and I'm in preperation for some bad stuff. What? I'm not really sure. But something tells me to be ready. My mind, body, soul, and heart have been sick for a very long time. There seemingly has been no offer to help me fix these things. But I feel I may have missed some chances at fixing stuff along the way. So far I've worked on wind and strength, I've been reading at every chance I get, taken time to disappear and spend some real time with myself outside of the thoughts of others, and I've thought alot of the future and what I want. Really I have no answers. But it feels like I can be a little more accepting to the answers I do get. A friend recently commented on how he is inspired by the strength of my character. I have to take this as an answer to a question rolling in my head for a while. Does anyone even notice that I am here? Currently listening : Greatest Hits '93-'03 By 311 Release date: By 08 June, 2004
Thursday, 31 May 2007 18:42:28
I got the shock of the day when I took Zeke outside just now. He went off to graze like a cow and never even saw a thing. I saw this stripey lump in the driveway. It was a snake in the middle of his lunch of baby rabbit! I took pics, because even though SC has a lot of snakes, I rarely see them. Unfortunately, in taking pics, I startled him into backing off of his meal and he slithered away. here's a link to mah bucket, I thought you might want to see...
Thursday, 31 May 2007 20:39:36
Just thought I'd say a big happy anniversary to my husband of 11 years MisterG:) Love you babe!
Thursday, 31 May 2007 20:51:38
It appears that even after he blows up at them, mom and dad still trust lil' bro with the car they payed to have modified for me! To this day, he has driven it farther and longer without the safety net of his parents than I ever have! Why do they keep doing this! Why do they let such a volatile teen drive the car that has to keep me going for the next five years at least! Don't they realize that one day, he may end up permanently damaging the car they bought for me! Or even WORSE damaging HIMSELF! That's it! At this point I'm hating all three of them!