"Did I Go Somewhere?"
POSTED BY: flywithmecaptn
UPDATED: Sunday, December 3, 2006 04:15
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OMG CAPPY U HAVE NNNOOO I DEA HOW MUCH I'VE MISSD U,,WHY DIDNT U EMAIL ME BAC??,,,TO TELL U THE TRUTH AS SOON AS COSIE TOLD ME U WERENT COMING BAC FOR A WHILE IT WAS A NITE ILL NEVA FORGET,,A NITE I CRIED,,ALOT,,,I MADE A HANGE IN MY LIFE CAPPY,,,AND ILL NEVA FORGET THAT,,ALL THE CONVERSATIONS WE USE TO HAVE,,,CAPPY I TRIED EMAILING U BUT IT DIDNT WORK AND I KNEW Y,,,I WAS JUST GOING TO SAY:
TO CAPPY,
I KNOW U R GOING THROUGHT SO MUCH RITE NOW AND IM ALWAYS HERE FOR U,,,,I KNOW IM JUST A KID AND I CANT REALLY GIVE GOOD ADVICE BUT ATLEAST IM HERE FOR U,,,TO TALK TO. U MADE A CHANGE IN MY LIFE,,FROM BEING CONFIDENT IN MYSELF IN WAT HAS HAPPEND,,AND IS HAPPENING AT HOME. I BELIEVE IN MY SELF MORE AND IF IT WERENT FOR U,,I'D BE LOST. 30/10/06,,FRIDAY NITE,,,THE NITE,,I CRIED ALOT OVER A FREND,,MORE THAN A FREND,,,A FAMILY MEMBER,,,(NOT BIOLOGICALLY DAH LOL),,,AND I JUST WANTED TO SAY I LOVE U!!!!! LIKE FAMILY.
,,,,,,,,,,*throws u a red rose and a along with a ginormous hug*
FAN01
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OH YEH AND REMEBER *SPITS ON HER HAND AND HOLDS IT UP TO CAPPY* FRENDS FOREVER MEBER?
FAN01
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opps my bad that wasnt ment to come out twice sorry lol,,,
FAN01
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As i finished my last comment the long one,,to cappy's blog,,her fresh new beginning. I went into my room, and the words just hit me, these r the words i have to say:
In my last comment i said "wat happened at home and wat is happening",,that didnt come out rite,,IM SO GORRAM SHINEY!!! my parents r doing all they can,,they have changed their ways now. As i read ur post just ur words written out on the page made my stomach fill with butterflies,,i was ssoo happy to here from u. I ran up to my room, turned on the music real high,,and shouted " MY CAPPY IS DOING WELL, AND SHE IS LIVING STRONG!!.
i can still remeber the first real conversation that we had with cowboy,,all of us together.
U guys were really inspiring to me, telling me to go hard in achieving my goals in life,,which is to one day represent aussie in basketball.And i even managed to inspire u,,i remeber the exact words u said to me, " well i have to tell u fan,,,u r inspiring,,,to set sights high and achieve goals at such a young age inspires me."
Then we had a vertual pillow fight lol. A week from that day and that convo we had,,,it was ur b'day,,u said that it wasnt going to be the happiest of b'days,,but with the help of me and all the browncaots,,ur frends,,,that emailed u saying happy birthday,,,made ur day shiney..
U always looked out for me, telling me not to go to bed too late,,and telling me not to get into trouble by my dad,,which i think u were a wee bit too late lol. U always told me that i made ur days just by the ten min chats we had,,,along with cowgirl, cowboy, cosie,,and others. I remeber the words i said to u " im so glad we're frends cappy" u relpied saying " me too fan u have no idea".
The conversation we had when i was going ice sakting for a birthday party,,u said that u havent been ice skating in YEARS. I told u that maybe i can take u ice skating,,one day,,,it sounds good to me,,,i think u felt the same way,,,very good idea,,lol.
Our conversations we had always started and ended with BIG HUGS,,the one thing that the chat will always have,,,r it's hugs,,the hugs will last forever. Normally u entered the chat room with a tacklehuggle,,or u ranjumptacklehuggle,,,that was ur highlite,,giving people hugs. Normally when u had to head out to work we'd do our lil thing i'd say *"throws cappy a red rose"
cappy: catches red rose and blows a kiss to fan
FAN: catches kiss and places it gently on her cheek.
One more thing,,dad wanted me to tell u that he's glad everythings going well. He's been through similar situations,,and everyone that has gone, or is going throught the same things as u, will understand wat ur going through rite now.
I dont understand why u didnt email me bac,,maybe i wasnt convincing enough. But that doesnt matter anymore, as long as my cappy is doing well,,thats all that matters to me.
LOVE U HEAPS CAPPY!!!! *big hug and kisses*,,,
FAN01
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I just noticed a link to this thread laying in the dormant chatroom and thought I'd say Hi. Or should that be Yo, you'll be more familliar with that. Hope you get the living arrangements sorted out a bit better soon,I can think of nothing worse than living in smoke filled house. See you around.
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My dearest fan.....my god girl...I'm sorry...I love you heaps too girl,,,,I have your e-mail address and will mail soon.
This,,,this that you wrote,,,,means more to me than anything. You have made my mornings and completed my days. I've missed you so much.
This,,,fan....I'm taken aback....this has got to be the best thing I've ever read...You have left me speachless girl...You are the kindest person I know.....You do inspire me,,,you are an amazing kid,,,,you mean so much to me and that will never fade....I've told you before and I promise, I won't let you go.
*runjumptacklehuggles her, blows her a kiss and this time, throws her a flower*
I will be in touch soon...miss you, love you....I'm well...very well...*smiles*
*spits on her hand and holds it back to fan*
"Friends Forever!!!!!!!"
*big hug and kisses* 
"Don't forget to call him "Sir." He likes that."
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*smiles at Navy*
You ready to rule the world yet boy? *smiles*
Yeah,,,you got me on the flip.....talk soon....
HUH,,,saw this posted where?
hmmm
*hugs Navy tight*
"Don't forget to call him "Sir." He likes that."
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I saw it posted in the empty chatroom. A leftover link from a conversation that had ended before I arrived. I believe it was slice who put it there. Later.
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*salutes FWMC then hugs her like no tomorrow* Good to have you back Captn 
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WWJD: What Would Jayne Do?
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*salutes and says* At ease kind sir....*hugs him so tight and won't let go*
Good to be back boy....I've missed you....how is the computer situation?
"Don't forget to call him "Sir." He likes that."
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