Loafers Nook - Hidey Time from the Feds!
POSTED BY: seryn
UPDATED: Saturday, November 18, 2006 15:15
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oh thank you, i want to go make some hot chocolate, but i don't want to go down stairs to the kitchen.
It wasn't much of a fight, it was simply the usual round of it being all my fault, and when I tried to argue - to say that they were just as tetchy as me, I was told to f**k off.
So i did.
And here i am whinging again when Stuart has much worse problems than me, and he's still managing to joke about it.
Isn't sanity really a one trick pony, anyway? I mean all you get is one trick, rational thinking! But when you're good and crazy...ooh hoo hoo hoo... the skys the limit!
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Aw, sweetie! I'm sorry. *hugs*
I understand the unsavoury home life. I left my parents' house when I was 17, too, didn't want to ever come back.
And, I don't like where I'm living now, too, but I feel trapped here indefinitely. Sometimes I feel like I'm going to suffocate.
But, this isn't permanent, and neither is your situation. It'll pass.
If you ever want to run away from home, you could come here and we could get a flat. Or, I could come there and we could get a flat. Whatever. I'm always trying to get Mai to run away and come here, too, so we could get a cute little house or something, with the three of us! Wouldn't that be fun?
Serenity,
President of The Juggled Gosling Chatroom
Bride8
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Sorry things aren't going well. D*C ....
"But you sleep like a ghost with me
It's as simple as that
So tell me I'm mad
Roll me up and breathe me in
Come to my madness
My opium den
Come to my madness
Make sense of it again."
Goodbye to all that. III-The Opium Den (Brave)-Marillion
visit WWW.Marillion.com for a better way of life.
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Stuart, "memberships" for Dragon*Con (i.e. tickets) are probably on sale now. The closer to D*C, the more expensive they become, but you can buy them there, if you have to.
So, you have to make a decision by Labor Day weekend, 2007.
Serenity,
President of The Juggled Gosling Chatroom
Bride8
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It would be absolutely wonderful, sadly immigration officers stand in the way of that plan. Damn laws!
grrrr. I can't help but think that if just one thing changed it might make it better - if i could get a different job, if my brother would move out, if i met someone tomorrow and they decided that their big old house wasn't complete with out renting me a room to uses to make stuff (the rent being two packets of crisps and a pint a week or something) If i just had some escape from it. Basically i've got nowhere to go that i'm happy with. Apart from here.
And they wonder why i get so morose when the site crashes.
But you're right, it'll pass. But that just means i'm left wishing vast chunks of my life away (i.e, could i fall unconcious now and not wake up until its all better?) which i'm sure isn't a good thing. Even worse, i keep wishing i could get run over by a bus or something so that i got the chance to do something productive undisturbed.
I do long for the day when i start enjoying my life, and not just the chances i get to escape from it.
Isn't sanity really a one trick pony, anyway? I mean all you get is one trick, rational thinking! But when you're good and crazy...ooh hoo hoo hoo... the skys the limit!
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Yeah, I understand all of that.
I don't like to talk about it much, because it makes me want to scream and cry and I get this pain in my chest. But yeah, I know what you mean.
If you found your way here, we'd find a way for you to stay. But, I want out, too, so I'd rather come there! That's just me being selfish, though.
If you wanna keep talking, lovey, you can email me. We can be more private and personal than we'd be on a thread.
Serenity,
President of The Juggled Gosling Chatroom
Bride8
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yes, you do know how i feel.
I kinda like this country (not this area, that sucks) but britain in general i like, so if we could go elsewhere, you be fine to come over here.
For the moment i'm ok, i'm watching Farscape, its the episodes where Crichton dies, and Aeryn (would i be a total geek if I called my kid Aeryn?) is going all strange, so it serves to point out that people have got it worse than me - I don't even have a love to loose, i'm good.
When it next flares up though i'll take you up on that offer, thank you.
on an almost different note - Claudia Black, is it me or is she the sexiest woman alive? Damn i wish i was gay so it could fancy her. And now she's playing Vala in SG!. Life is ok. Well, no, life sucks, fantasy life is great.
Vicarious living through pixels.
Isn't sanity really a one trick pony, anyway? I mean all you get is one trick, rational thinking! But when you're good and crazy...ooh hoo hoo hoo... the skys the limit!
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Mai just lent me Doctor Who Nine. Christopher Eccleton. Not nearly as cute as David Tennant, but VERY funny.
Gah! Was gonna write more, but it's time for me to go!
later days, everyone and *squidges* for Seryn!!
Serenity,
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Bride8
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Quote:
Originally posted by seryn:
Even worse, i keep wishing i could get run over by a bus or something so that i got the chance to do something productive undisturbed.
I do long for the day when i start enjoying my life, and not just the chances i get to escape from it.
I remember when I used to wish for a car accident every day...a few days after I stopped doing that, I got hit by a semi, lol. And now the guy's coming after me for more money =/
/me hggls seryn
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yes, I realise its a very bad thing when you feel your life would be vastly improved by a painful meeting with the front end of a large vehicle, but i was thinking, you just a leg, maybe a head injury - i'm really not using that much of it, and they would let me off a few months of work, so that i could sew, and make things, and maybe if i got compensation, i could buy things to sew even more, and then when something was a success on ebay, i could maybe jack in work entirely, and then in a few years time write a book about it and make enough to keep sewing, so that i never actually have to work again, and i could maybe buy two caravans with the money from the book, one to live and one to work in, and drive them out to the middle of nowhere, and live very happily as a forest dwelling, corset and pretty dress making, crooked legged hermit.
that'd be nice
And you'd all still love me even with a gammy leg.
wouldn't you?
But is he really serious about suing you? have you spoken to a lawyer yet? Was it actually any fault of yours? Are we going to see you on Judge Judy? (god thats an awful show)
I'd say good luck, but what you need is good lawyers, so 'Good (cheap!) Lawyers!'
Isn't sanity really a one trick pony, anyway? I mean all you get is one trick, rational thinking! But when you're good and crazy...ooh hoo hoo hoo... the skys the limit!
http://www.myspace.com/seryndippyt
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