Male and Female Imponderables--Post-Resurrection
POSTED BY: Tristan
UPDATED: Tuesday, June 13, 2006 12:56
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NVGhostrider,
Alright, never thought I'd say this about a female, but...the engine's warmed up, we need to kick her into it?
You handled the situation very well. If this is the way she is going to be, she does not deserve you at all.
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Well, My heart hasn't changed yet. Some nagging feeling remains. Something telling me not to be so quick to judge. Besides, the weekend went quite weel. I had three offers from mathmakers in town and one offer for very vigorous sex. I feel good. Kinda free. Besides, she'd been telling folks that she and I are really good friends and if that is all this whole thing is, I at least want to re-establish that. NOTE: "That guy". The rebound that she was with. He left a slime trail that smelled to high heaven. I think he knew I was there and I think he intentionally made her go there. Though it may not be fact, that is what it looked like. She was afraid of something. I'm hoping it wasn't me. That bad guy part of me is in there, but He may be under control. I won't fight anyone to show how tough I am. In fact, I might just take a beating if it comes down to it. My problem is allowing others to be hurt. Thats when the bad guy won't hold back. Slimy or not, she seen that I am not willing to compromise that. Good point too. I presented myself as a friend with interest. I can wait. She does have me, but now she will have to work for it.
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Amen!
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Myspace. same alias
Jayne: I was gonna get me an ear too.
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RugBug, myspace.com/tristan71
And yourself?
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Uh-oh...I might get myself into some trouble on myspace. Eek! I've been avoiding that time sucker successfully so far. 
Tristan: Your wedding picture is awesome!
Here's me in various incarnations:
(my html is rusty) try this:
http://community.webshots.com/album/94206135CCLFxo
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Thank you, RugBug!
Yeah, I got sucked into MySpace, too, when I found out there were Browncoats there...give it a shot, it's fun! It's not that bad of a time-sucker...really...
You have a beautiful smile! Thank you for sharing!
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My darling NVGhostrider (insert your real name which I almost typed) YOU are an amazing soul! I guess I should say something horrible about that person now but I've no ground to stand on. I reamed the love of someone who could actually end up being my soul mate yesterday. Sometimes people are confused and out of control. Just be happy you don't have to deal with her insainity at the moment. She is still the person you know and love but life is nuts sometimes!
It is possible that she's not with you because she doesn't feel good enough for you yet. That's how I feel right now with this particular person. It might take a very long time but I think you might be the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.
An I carried such a torch.......For the Dark Lord
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Hey, nobody in this thread should ever feel they are not good enough for someone else! I will not listen to that! All of you, all of us, are good people, despite what you may think of yourselves. I love and respect all of you, and think more highly of y'all than I do of people I know IRL. I am honored to know you, and everyone else should be, too. If they aren't, then they are not good enough for you.
I apologize for my outburst. This is just the way I feel about all of you, and I hate to see you hurt/confused. NVGhostrider and Copilot...it may not be a great big help, but I am proud to "know" both of you, and in the short time I have been talking to you, I have grown to care deeply for you. You are good people!
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Funny you should say that. Yeah, thats what I think. I've had women tell me in the past that I was too good for them at the time. Later a few of them told me that had I been accessable they might have tried me out. I ain't asking for commiment right now, just the chance to ease my way into her life. I don't want it all right now, just the chance for it later. If she ain't ready, I can wait. And I'm not angry, just hurt and disappointed. Thanks to the lovely COPILOT and her point of view I am now even more secure with my desicions. Rather than brooding in my own self loathing, I did alot of living this weekend. I feel real good. May even try for a date with someone other that Ms. Incredible. My have to run into her at some point. Although, I will say HI and be the same shiny person that she helps me be. Wadda ya think BROWNCOATS? Good idea? I think so too. JUst what to wear?
P.S. And they wonder why I have a mancrush on TRISTAN. Smart, pretty, sensative, makes armor, and loves rum.
Jayne: I was gonna get me an ear too.
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