Blue Sun Room FICTION - GENERAL

Lest History Repeat Itself

Thursday, June 14, 2007

In honor of the Can’t Stop the Serenity – Equality Now screenings... a Wash/Zoe fic where we see how Wash's past experiences have influenced his current hesitance to have children. A story of intolerance and oppression.

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For those who face racism, bigotry, and discrimination each day. For those who struggle against socio-economic oppression, or conformity at the risk of death. I cannot forget your stories.

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June 22, 2518 (present)

Wash balanced his supper plate in one hand as he climbed down into his bunk. Zoë had been sick for awhile and hadn’t been eating well. Shepherd Book had helped him prepare something that would be gentler on her stomach, and he hoped she could keep it down. When Wash’s boots hit the deck, they made a soft thump, but Zoë didn’t move. Her writhing left foot told Wash that his wife was still awake, albeit uncomfortable. She lay on her side, curled in a nest of pillows and blankets. Her right arm disappeared into the nest while her left arm lay on top of the covers, her hand trembling ever so slightly.

“Hey, sweetie,” Wash whispered, setting down the food plate and stroking her face. Her eyes were closed, her lips dry. When Wash’s hand passed over her abdomen, he could feel her stomach rumbling, though he could tell by the look of her that she wouldn’t eat. Zoë managed a weak smile, though her breath was short. Despite the sweat glistening on her face, her skin was cold as ice.

“No better?” he asked.

“Must’ve picked up a bug on Angel,” she breathed, her voice smooth and controlled.

“I suppose that’s a hazard of naked beaches,” Wash remarked with a smile.

“At least I had fun getting it,” she smiled, still not moving aside from her fingers kneading the sheets. “How’s that sunburn?”

Wash shrugged and the fabric of his shirt brushed roughly across his dry skin. “I had fun getting it… Maybe I should call Simon.”

“No,” Zoë protested softly. “I’m shiny. Just let me rest a little.”

Wash adjusted the pile of linens, trying to clear enough space for him to sit on the bed next to her, but Zoë swatted him away feebly, managing to only move her arm from below the elbow.

“You are disrupting my zen.”

“I’m sure we can find it again. Tell you what. You sit up right now and

Comments
Thursday, 14 June 2007 04:32
Wow - you have portrayed some powerful stuff in this stroy. What I love about SCI/FY is that you can discuss powerful almost taboo topics in a safe way. I hope this story makes people think about how their actions and words effect those around them.

It is my sincere hope that one day, we will live in a 'verse where NOONE can relate to the themes of this story.

Good work
Thursday, 14 June 2007 07:56
Well done. Definitely well done.
Thursday, 14 June 2007 19:54
Wow. That was amazing. Definately a deep topic, very in character for Zoe and especially for Wash.

Great work.
Saturday, 16 June 2007 17:26
i really felt heartstrings being tugged through this one... i seriously teared up throughout. simply beautifully written...
Monday, 18 June 2007 06:03
This was an utterly heart-wrenching tale, valeriebean...though I imagine you're all kinds of aware of that. The posit that Wash's reluctance to have children stemmed from a situation like loving someone whose family despised him for being Caucasian and not of their religion - I wanna say Islam, but that's not fair since Christians or Jews or Buddhists could get the same way - really rings of something Joss would have definitely explored: the continued bigotry and close-mindedness, after knowing what it did to those who lived on Earth, being allowed to flourish under the Alliance's probable freedom to practise one's faith without interference.

However...what really hits the hardest is the discovery at the end that both Wash and the reader make when Zoe indicates that she miscarried due to her illness. Wash has reached a point where the memories of what happened to Callista and himself 14 years previously have lost some of their hold over his actions...and the decision is stripped away in one fell swoop. Truly, the only thing that one can take heart from is that Wash can offer Zoe comfort drawn from experience concerning the loss of a child. Can only imagine how this moment, coupled with Wash's death soon afterwards, affected Zoe...

BEB

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