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Afraid

Saturday, June 2, 2007

Maya. Post-BDM. Third in the short series set during the night Serenity leaves Lazarus. Hank and Zoe have words ... Please comment - it make my day!

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In the bigger bunk, only one of the occupants was asleep. The other was sitting at the desk, deep in contemplation.

“I’m afraid. Scared. It’s not like I haven’t been afraid before, but this …” Zoe stared at her reflection in the mirror on the other side of the room. She looked so … small.

She glanced down at her belly. “How can I be a good mother?” She stroked her skin through her robe. “I want to be a good mother so bad.”

“You will be,” Hank said, turning over so he could look at her.

“I thought you were asleep.” If the lights hadn’t been dimmed he would have seen her blushing.

“I was. But I’ve gotten used to you being next to me, hogging all the blankets.”

“I don’t hog the blankets.”

“Sometimes I wake up with certain portions of my anatomy more than a little chilly.”

“Certain …”

“My feet, honey.” He grinned, pushing his hair out of his eyes.

She smiled a little. “Sorry.”

“But I still heard you.” He looked at her, his grey eyes amused. “And, I have to say …You? Afraid?”

“I’m human, Hank. And pregnant. That’s enough to scare anyone.”’

“Sweetheart, I’d be more scared if I were pregnant.”

“This isn’t a joking matter, Hank.”

Hank sat up in bed, the blanket pooling around his hips. “No, it isn’t. And I’m sorry for suggesting it was.”

“I can’t help how I feel. I’m not ready for this.”

“It’s not like you’re on your own,” he pointed out.

“I know. But it doesn’t … somehow it doesn’t help.”

“I wish I knew what to say, Zoe.” He sighed. “But I’m figuring there ain’t anything to help you right now.”

“Probably not,” she admitted.

He tried anyway. “You’re gonna be a great mother. I’ll be a good dad. Our son’s gonna grow up on board this ship and he’s gonna play with Ethan, Bethany and whoever else comes along. Okay?”

“Sure.”

“Wow, you have got it bad.” He lifted his legs up so he could rest his elbows on his knees. “So what’s got you in this mood?”

“I don’t know. I just woke up feeling …”

“Afraid?”

“Yeah.”

“The

Comments
Saturday, 02 June 2007 22:13
Aww, this was so sweet. I can't believe Zoe said that to Hank about Wash, but I'm glad that she apologized. And I'm glad that they seem to be honest with one another ... now, if we can just figure out what exactly has Bethany on edge?!?!?
Sunday, 03 June 2007 03:24
What a painful moment for Hank when Zoe blurted out her feelings about Wash and the baby! So glad you didn't leave us hanging with that in the air! Good stuff!
Sunday, 03 June 2007 04:52
Some painful but necessary stuff you've presented us with, Jane0904. I can imagine the struggles that any character would be going through if put in Zoe's position...but it being Zoe herself? Definitely adds a new layer, since we get to see a lot more of the side of Zoe only Wash got to see when the Washburnes were off screen.

Can't wait to see which person or couple you look at next? Maya perhaps?

;D

BEB
Sunday, 03 June 2007 09:18
I am actually glad Zoe made that slip because it gave them both a chance to be honest with each other about feelings so deep they were afraid to allow them into the light of day. Better to have it all out in the open where the journey both of them took to get where they are could be recognised, acknowledged and allow them to move on. Very beautifully done. Now, I agree with BEB, the next couple should be MAYA. After all, you can't call this series a MAYA one then not have Mal and Freya goodness in it, right? Ali D :~)
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