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AIN’T JUST BLOOD

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

A.N. Post-BDM, Mal narration. Mixture of heartfelt moments, joy, redemption, and a flashback for good measure. Part 13 of the <a href="http://www.fireflyfans.net/bluesun.aspx?bid=16066"Namesake</a> series.

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PART 37: HE UNCOVERED A TRUTH

Sky lay on the center bed of the Infirmary, Zoë on the side one. Mal had never assisted in surgery on a pregnant woman before, and would be happy to die never doing it again. Doesn’t take much to dislodge a kid that young, but fortunately Sky had not miscarried.

Still shaking from the experience, Mal sat on the countertop that had become the second bed, setting Zoë’s feet on his lap, so she could still lie stretched. Mal hadn’t gotten her to speak more than a few words since bringing her home, but he could see in her eyes it was more than being taken that plagued her. She absently tugged a strand of her hair, staring at Sky, her shoulders slumped with the weight of her guilt. She felt stupid for running away; she felt responsible for Sky’s injury. All things that were normal, and shouldn’t be discouraged; teenagers are allowed to make mistakes. The one thing he did discourage was that she felt unforgivable. That, he wouldn’t stand for.

“Those girls,” Zoë croaked, her voice a welcome reprieve. It was the first time she had spoken voluntarily, and not in direct response to a health-related question. Mal handed her the cup of tea he’d been nursing and she drank carefully.

“We saw to them,” Mal assured. “Were they what you went lookin’ for?”

Zoë had yet to be specific as to why she ran away, and Mal had yet to push. But if she was talking, he could probe. Little Zoë didn’t seem to hear, her eyes drifting closed, then open again, as if sleep was about to overtake her. Mal stroked her feet unconsciously but when Zoë shuddered, he immediately stopped, worried that he’d triggered an unbearable memory. Simon had assured him that she had not been physically assaulted, but still… verbal threats can echo through a girl’s memory just as resonant.

“I didn’t deserve this,” she moaned, her eyes squeezing shut.

“Zo, no one deserves bein’ treated like chattel. That’s what all them letter’s you been writin’ are all about.”

Zoë shook her head, her face collapsing darkly. “I mea

Comments
Tuesday, 24 April 2007 22:08
I love the way you ended this. I have nothing constructive to add, because I see nothing you could have done better. Extended sabbatical?? What? For shame!
Tuesday, 24 April 2007 22:45
It's lovely! *wipes away tear*
Tuesday, 24 April 2007 23:15
oh, i can breathe again...this was just beautiful. thank you, valeriebean, for writing it.
Tuesday, 24 April 2007 23:32
Oh wow, I loved this series to little bitty pieces. I had tears in my eyes when Mal and Little Zoe were talking, hoping she would open up to him and realise that he would always consider her his daughter no matter what the 'verse threw at them. The ring was inspired and beautiful. I also really loved the flashback to Mal and Zoe before the baby was born, you have so perfectly encapsulated their relationship and how they mesh in a way few others have ever done. This was greatness! Ali D :~)
You can't take the sky from me
Wednesday, 25 April 2007 00:32
Thank you sincerely for sharing this story with the rest of us! It was a great read! Don't let your sabbatical be too long!
Wednesday, 25 April 2007 01:34
This was a beautiful series. Especially loved the part when Zoe started calling Inara "Mama 'nara" and Mal "Baba" again. Another favorite part was Jayne being the storyteller - keeping Wash's memory alive through his stories, and then at the end shifting to stories of Daddy-Mal. It also felt like he was a second dad to Zoe.
Thanks again for this series.
Wednesday, 25 April 2007 15:20
Motherfugger! My comment got et...again!

Still...utterly brilliant and heart-wrenching stuff here, valeriebean! I was utterly floored by the final scene between Mal and Zoe, since I sadly could have seen Joss & co. doing this in an episode post-Miranda...mighty glad Mal fought Zoe down on this with his comments. Zoe WOULD have regretted not having the child till the end of her life. Does give Little Zoe's angry comments to Mal a couple of chapters ago some odd credence, since Zoe was actually thinking of not having her namesake (though I know Zoe would have loved Little Zoe/whatever LZ would have been named had Zoe Prime survived with all her heart).
Wednesday, 25 April 2007 20:02
Oh, fabulous, Val! It's been a most enjoyable ride, thanks for that! Can't wait to read your next fic.
Wednesday, 14 November 2007 22:12
I just sat down and read this whole saga -- I had previously read bits and pieces. It was delightful. Such a good take on the angstiness of life with teenagers and other strangers.
NOMAD62
Friday, 18 January 2008 16:05
Thank you for this. Wonderful writing!

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