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Nightingale - Part VI

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Maya. Post-BDM. Inara ponders her future, and Simon thinks of his past, and comes to a decision ... Please let me know what you think of this concluding section, but there's angst on the horizon. Honest!

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Inara lay in her bed and tried not to look around the shuttle. Virtually everything else had already gone, taken apart and reassembled in her house. Her house. It sounded odd, even to be thinking about it like that.

For so long this small ship had been her home, and by extension the larger Serenity. Even during the months she was away, she still found herself thinking about going home , and it was always the Firefly that sprang to mind. Only now home would be bricks and mortar, four walls and a newly-stolen roof …

She sighed and turned over. She’d left the door to the shuttle open tonight, not as an invitation, but just so she could hear anything happening. The ticks and groans as Serenity settled, the occasional ping as hot metal cooled, the faint buzz of conversation from various parts of the ship … She wouldn’t have that any longer. Could she cope, knowing that she couldn’t just walk down the catwalk and watch them playing ball? Or stroll into the galley to watch Kaylee create miracles with moulded protein? Or just go and sit with Ethan and Bethany while they played quietly?

Bethany. What Mal had said at dinner didn’t surprise her. The little girl had obviously inherited her father’s intellect, being so advanced for her years, and with a mother like Kaylee … There had been times too, lately, when she’d said things, made little comments about events she could know nothing about, and Inara had wondered if River’s gifts had been passed on as well.

It wasn’t going to be easy for the smallest Tam, Inara realised. Even with a loving family all around her, she would have to learn to hide her abilities, unless Simon intended knocking them out, like the slavers had done with Freya. No. He wouldn’t do that. No matter the look on his face when he realised Mal wasn’t joking, this was his daughter, and he loved her. Freya would teach her, as she’d taught River …

Freya. And Zoe. And Hank … she was going to miss them all so much. Even Jayne. This really wasn’t the time to b

Comments
Sunday, 22 April 2007 12:40
Uh oh, there's more than enough potential angst from all quarters here...which way are you going to go? Loved this interlude of peace and reflection though. It helps make the angst all the more painful.
Sunday, 22 April 2007 17:13
I really loved Simon's memory as it helps to give us even more perspective on why he's having such a hard time letting go. Also, I really feel for Inara. Even though it really is best for her to go, it's so obviously going to break her heart. I fear she's going to be exceptionally lonely - I hope she can find someone or something to fill her days.
Sunday, 22 April 2007 19:09
Excellent as always. And what a responsibility for Regan to put on her son! He's never had a chance, has he?
Sunday, 22 April 2007 22:35
I loved the little peek into Simon's past and am pleased that he is trying not to let his jealousy and over protective nature ruin River's chance of happiness. Also very pleased that River and Jayne are taking things slowly. As for Inara, I am glad she is going and will be starting a new life elsewhere. Hopefully she will find someone to love who will love her back and fill that great emptiness that used to be filled by her slavish devotion to the Guild. Hope the next part has some Mal/Freya goodness in it. I miss them! Ali D :~)
You can't take the sky from me
Monday, 23 April 2007 02:06
Gotta say, I really feel for Inara. She has to leave Serenity before she lets the past swallow her whole and ruin the lives of her friends by trying too hard...but with the loss of her son permanently and her departure from the Guild, she is completely adrift in a way that only Mal has really known (though Mal's marriage to Freya and Ethan's birth have filled those holes nicely).

Also really loved your look at Simon's memory of River as an infant, when he first took up the mantle of ge-ge. Really says something when we see how the Tams Senior pushed their children to learn all they can at the expense of their own sense of self. Just hope Simon's revelations do help him come to see River and Jayne's attempt at a relationship as something important in River's life.

BEB

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