A/N: This is a Mal/Inara fic. I have become just a bit obsessed with that relationship as of late. This is a short little, angst-ridden piece, and I hope it does the 'ship and the 'verse justice!
Thanks to Kaynara for taking a look.
Please continue to comment as you always do!
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What’s fair – 1/2
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“How long?”
“Without treatment?” He waited for her nod and then said, “Six months tops. Possibly less.”
Swallowing thickly, the young woman’s brown-eyed gaze studied her hands resting lightly in her lap. She was much too young to be suffering such a diagnosis, but diseases were not discriminating. They made no accommodation for fairness.
The doctor watched his patient in silence for another moment. He could see her struggling and it pained him. He’d done a lot of good in the twenty plus years he’d practiced medicine, but he’d also been responsible for delivering news like this that had often destroyed the recipient’s life.
Setting her chart aside, Doctor Elias moved to the seat beside her and sat down. As she lifted her eyes to him, giving him a wan smile, he returned the look and said, “I think we should discuss your treatment options.”
Shaking her head, she told him firmly, “No. I won’t go through that. Not when the chances of survival are so low.”
“Miss,” he objected, his tone growing a bit forceful. “Treating this disease can increase your chance of recovery by almost fifteen percent. Don’t you think that’s worth it?”
Shaking her head again, those brown eyes were back on his face, a familiar glint of steel shining in them. “No, not when the treatments will render me basically comatose for months at a time. I will not spend the last six months of my life confined to a bed.”
“There are new treatments we could try as well. Gene therapy has been successful in other cases such as yours.”
“Doctor,” Inara intoned, her voice holding just a bit of a warning.
Raising a hand in surrender, Elias caved. “All right. If that’s what you want. N
You can't take the sky from me
Can't wait for the next part, even if there is going to be impending heartbreak. And I know I've said this before, but I have SUCH a crush on your Simon.
*waits in anticipation for the next part*
"He held her so firmly he couldn’t feel her body trembling with fear as she realized she had maybe one or two more nights of lying in his arms. And then she would once again have to learn how to be alone."
Break my heart, why dontcha? Weighing in all the whole inara issue, I have to say that I understand her choice. Don't agree necessarily, and I don't know how she manages to leave mal's arms. But I can see her not wanting him to have to watch her die. I'm honestly not sure he could survive seeing that. and from inara's perspective, this must be the ultimate torture. she's a companion--her life is about control, especially when it comes to her appearance. The thought of losing control of her own body must be horrifying for her.
Don't leave us hanging, TamSibling. ;)
I am shocked, shocked I say.
Well, not that shocked.
;) Thank you!
Definitely will end up bawling by the end...it won't be Mal/Inara angst without the tears;)
BEB
Your prose is beautiful.
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