I don't want anyone to see me

To look at me

What I have become

Who I really am

Not who they want

I don't want to be among you

I want to succumb to the flames

Become the ashes

Be something better

If I go

When I go

Let the fire have me

The flame is all have left

All I still hope for

Away from the cold outside

And inside

Away from the wet

The streaks the mark my face

I don't want to fight

I don't wanne see

The sun burns around me

Hurting more

Not casting the welcomed fire

Not turning this false face away

Into the desired ashes