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A NEW DAY, ch. 18: Emotional Release

Sunday, October 1, 2006

Set three months after A NEW BEGINNING. Trauma causes all kinds of reactions - our heroes begin to witness that. S/K, M/I, R/J

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A/N: All right, because I'm going to be busy tonight, you all are lucking out and getting chap. 18 early in the day ... I hope you enjoy it!

Hopefully this will answer a few questions you all have been positing over the last few chapters. Remember, everyone heals in their own time ... whether they're four or 21.

Thanks to Leiasky for being so awesome - oh, and for beta-ing too!

Keep those comments coming ... they're like a cool breeze on a hot day!

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A NEW DAY, ch. 18: Emotional Release

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Simon was anxious to speak with his mother. After calling the hospital and having to send the staff tracking her down, he waited now with barely contained nervousness for her to appear before him on the screen.

It had been almost a month since they had rescued Rylee and while Simon and Kaylee’s initial relief at knowing she was safe had outweighed just about any questions or concerns they’d had, for Simon, his questions, his need for answers, was quickly on the rise again.

And he needed an answer to this – he needed to know, just as he needed air to breathe or food to eat what had happened to his father. Simon wanted to believe he had died in a spectacular explosion, his body blown apart and scattered to the winds, even while another part of him believed he was suffering somewhere, his agony prolonged and torturous. But regardless of his belief, he needed to know the true outcome.

With a wink, the screen blinked off from its idleness and Simon watched as his mother’s concerned face faded into view. Smiling to him sadly, she said, “Hello, Simon. Is everything all right?”

Nodding once, he told her, “Yes, we’re all fine here, thank you.”

Noting his clipped tone and determined set to his jaw, Regan cocked an eyebrow to him and asked, “Are you all right?”

Not wasting any time, Simon held her gaze and asked firmly, “What happened to father?”

Regan inhaled sharply at his question. She had honestly hoped she’d never have to tell him, hoped that in his relief at g

Comments
Sunday, 01 October 2006 21:03
I think you're addicted to angst.

Jesus age Christ

Thhis one made my heart heavy. (As do most of this story)

Can we have some fluff? Please? Maybe something with Mal, Inara and the unborn baby?

Something that's not condemed to sobbing?... please?...
Sunday, 01 October 2006 21:30
Oh God...to know that a 4-year old girl, even a fictional one as well written as Rylee is, had that kind of horror done to her in order to make her a killer? It's truthfully even worse than thinking on what was done to River....:(

I am getting the feeling that this moment of emotional release by Rylee is only the tip of the iceberg to come concerning the need for emotional healing. I foresee a group session/moment between River, Simon and Rylee...cuz there's stuff between both Simon and River and River and Rylee that will need airing before things get on their way to being better. Cuz most of a decade has passed since River was in the Academy, and she hasn't even discussed things? Definitely time for some catharsis;)

BEB
SBZ
Sunday, 01 October 2006 23:16
Ahhh... now she just needs to say those things to Alicia and they'll really be on their way to going home.

Yes, I think group therapy is definitely in order. It doesn't surprise me that River pretends the Academy didn't happen. But Rylee's right, really. The two of them have shared this truly awful, horrendous experience that will make their relationship even more unique and unlike anything they have with anyone else. But if River's gonna help Rylee and expects Rylee to talk, River can't ignore it either - it's a conversation River needs to have with Simon, it's long overdue.

YEAH, Gabriel is dead! From the way Regan's acting I'd say she likley killed him and not Jayne.

Bring on the next chapter!!
Monday, 02 October 2006 00:27
Wow ... just ... wow.

Best chapter of the series.

Wow.
Monday, 02 October 2006 02:35
tkid - coming from you that means a lot. Thanks!
Monday, 02 October 2006 12:20
This is getting a little too dark (still awesome though).
Can we get some happy stuff soon, please?
Monday, 02 October 2006 14:51
great chaptyer. yes, its dark, but I liked the direction it was taking - Ryleee was talkng a lot of sense, despite her outburst.
Monday, 02 October 2006 15:21
I love Simon's conversation with his mother, and her unwillingness to tell him who killed his father. I'm hoping Regan did it as well.

I love Rylee/River/Alicia talks and interactions. While Rylee no doubt needs help, so does River.

I love that Rylee is trying to act/appear normal in an attempt to let her go home.
Monday, 02 October 2006 22:16
I have to second what Leia said. And I loved it when Rylee said "I want my Daddy!"

Yes, I know she said Momma later- but she said Daddy first. I don't know it that'll be important or not but it just tugged on my heart.

Simon with kids :-) Mmmm mmm

I agree that this is one of your best chapters to date.


Monday, 02 October 2006 22:20
BTW,

I am a little worried that Simon is off in the bushes in Rylee's picture. What's he doing there? I can't imagine Simon intentionally harming anyone in his family (with the exception of his late unlamented father, who would deserve it) but his placement in the drawing seems- sinister? Worrisome at least.

And River may still be in danger. I'm recalling a certain dream she had earlier in the series; it was at the end of a New Beginning Or possibly at the beginning of this story. But it is there.
Thursday, 05 October 2006 11:31
But her father … Simon was not standing with the rest of his family. Instead his image was far off to the side and back, placed among a few trees the girl had scribbled, while River was lying at the bottom right hand corner of the page, red flowing from her stomach and ‘x’s over her eyes that could only signify death.
~ I think this is more foreshadowing, but the pregnant Kaylee tends to disprove that assumption.

pouting mightily
~ and what a great way to pout it is

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