Its unstoppable, the pain to come.

Its knocking at my door,

Shaking and rattling at my walls.

Undeniably scary and real

No one notices

No one hears the ticking of the clock

No one can help,

Do I even want it?

Its a relief

Almost like waiting for a dream

Bells ringing in my head

A warning of whats going to come

I just wish it was a dream

Something I can wake up from.

All I really want to do is sleep

Sleep is such a common thing

The nightmares and the dreams are worth it.

So keep on dreaming, keep on dying.