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Friday, 06 October 2006 00:05:12
The shock of being rejected has subsided and the pain has swept in. And such horrible agoinising pain it is. I just want to rip out my heart to stop it from aching. It feels like a thousand knives have been stabbed through my heart. I just want the pain to go away, to feel better and to once more feel loved.. Why dont I deserve to be happy? This sucks...
Friday, 06 October 2006 00:52:18
Alright, random thoughts as I saw a picture of Simon with his rose-colored glasses. A)that's ironic....rose colored glasses B)that's sexy in a futuristic John Lennon sorta way I think I need a nap...or a Guiness. hee hee :wink:
Friday, 06 October 2006 04:29:41
I solved my flight drama!!! Woohoo!!!! Madison-LAX on Thursday, then returning Burbank-Madison monday morning. Of course the flights aren't that easy: one layover in Atlanta going to Cali and 2 layovers on the way back! Frequent flier miles are nice, but they can be a real bitch. And I would say "boo to homework", but my history reading is super interesting right now.
Friday, 06 October 2006 09:39:44
Just paid the bills with the last money I had. Dont have any money to pay the bills next month, and I cannot any longer afford food. Everything is totally fucked. I dont have anywhere I can turn to fix the problem either. Aint got nowhere to stay if im evicted (more then perhaps a couple of weeks atleast), cant ask my parents for money since then the would find out my brother is broke and I have been supporting him, aint got no girl to cry to and I aint got anyone I can borrow money to live on for six months. I just dont know what to do anymore
Friday, 06 October 2006 13:51:44
Haven't been here for a while, since someone who will remain anonymous and also not me, hasn't payed their internet bill. Life without internet is hard. I didn't think it would be, but life surprises you everyday. This not having internet access should be a good thing, its not like I don't have a huge paper to write and studies to do, but no... I'm as lazy and unstructured as ever, maybe even more so. Anyway, its fun to be here when I get the chance(when I'm at school and should do semi important stuff). Stay shiny and keep flyin'.:smile:
Friday, 06 October 2006 14:40:08
Ok, so I posted my latest chapter yesterday, and I'm very anxious to see what people think. This is the chapter I've been gearing towards, and to finally see it posted is both fantastically marvelous and wonderfully scary. But next chapters in the works, and hopefully I'll answer a few questions that everyone has. (Not all of them though. I have to have something fo future chapters) Hate me if you want, but know that this is how I am.
Friday, 06 October 2006 18:11:18
I am a hardcore Browncoat, so, to all those who are going to DragonCon 2007; here is an announcement. If anyone wants to have a Browncoat group, then let me know, and we'll plan. I'm probably going as Wash, so if anyone wants the whole crew, just tell me. www.dragoncon.org
Friday, 06 October 2006 22:36:38
So there is this hole in my front yard. Right about where one walks from ones car. It is not a new hole. It has been there since before me. My mom has been telling me for 2 years to fill the damn thing before she breaks something tripping in it. Yeah. So today, I leave work exhausted from 4 12+ hour days and not watching my step walk into the FARGING hole. I have twisted my left ankle and my right wrist. Fairly typical day for me really! Its too funny! Love and kisses to all!