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Wednesday, 28 May 2008 03:48:37
Okay, so in my defense...i've been...away... There's no excuse, i know, for not signing in and saying hello regularly, but...well...yeah. I've been writing...non-Firefly-things...to see if i can still remember how to create my very own characters and whatnots...and there's a Firefly fanfic that's been crawling around the darkest recesses of my brain for some time now, and maybe with a little bao i can cajole it out into the light...but it's probably not going to happen this week. Sorry. But THANK YOU to the folks who've been commenting on stories i wrote a while back...you're reminding me to leave out the lures for the fanfic ideas again. Seriously! It's nice to be read again...maybe i'll try writing again... :wink: Till then...i'm working on getting all my stories into pdf files for easy emailing purposes. So...yeah.
Wednesday, 28 May 2008 03:49:25
So it's been a while since I've been on site, I have had a few life changes, I am no longer a CNA and have withdrawn from the nursing program. Some of you may remeber a while back that I said I lost my job and had found a new one? Well I simply exchanged a bad situation for another bad situation and learned something my cousin (who is a nurse) tried to tell me when I swtched jobs in the first place. I am unsuited to the demands of being a nurse or a CNA. Not that I cannot do the job, not that I am squimish (which is what I thought she was saying and part of why I was so determined to prove her wrong), I do not have the right attitude. Don't get me wrong I did great with patients, I loved them, and I think they loved me...its the administration I'd like to take out and shot! I simply could not get used to the shortcuts and jury-rigging that was expected of me and my fellows to "make money" we are talking about PEOPLE here, something most of those money sucking leeches tended to forget. ANd I said so once too often, and am now no longer employed as a CNA and blackmarked to boot, as a result I found from my schools counciler that I have been moved to the bottom of the waiting list for entry to nursing school. F*ing politics, and what business do they have in medicine anyway?!? I was upset for a long time, and very busy working as a waitress, I am happy to say that I am back to a nine to five job again, staring at a computer all day. Depressing sometimes, but there it is. Sigh I'm better off in a feild where they think I'm crazy anyway and so disregard what I'm saying. Anyway onto the good news! I finished First Job and am reposting it here for anyone who is interested, and thanks for taking the time for reading this! :banghead:
Wednesday, 28 May 2008 14:09:16
Taking a few minutes out from RL to post a note...I've been (literally) half-blind from a migraine for the last couple of days, and have a jolly little intermittent nosebleed as well. Which is playing havoc with my writing. As is the DIY Which Ate Our Lives. Gorram kitchen still isn't finished - I have not been able to cook properly for nearly six weeks now. Which is lovely research for the idea of long journeys and processed food, but pretty pants in reality. At the moment, I feel a bit Riveresque, what with the way the walls keep moving. Reality has a certain fluid quality...anyhow, the deal is, I'm probably going to have to lurk away from the bright lights of the 'verse for a few days, until I can see straight. Usually, I use downtime to write longhand, but I'm not sure it's gonna be legible...Here's hoping.
Wednesday, 28 May 2008 17:18:00
Is there some rule that the more misery and BS heaped upon one person, the more one is driven to write? Even if it's somebody else's life? Although, in fairness there is just enough of me in my character to make me want to give her all the good lines. But lately, I've been saving them for River. :banghead: And not to be too terribly personal... But what is it about a lack of sex life that makes you want to write PWP like mad? I have about a half dozen 'stories' that are never going to make it to post, because they have no redeemable qualities whatsoever. Just loads of graphic sex. :stupid: I'm a pervert. A mad, sick pervert. Well, maybe just a pervert. Or maybe I'm just misunderstood. Yeah, that's it. A terribly misunderstood artist yearning for a shag. :censored: Anyway, I have an outline for how Part 3 of this thing is going to go and am still kind of just flailing around in the dark as to what happens next. I've had some lovely support with the writer's confusion before, but I felt the need to vent again. :crap: I'm also working on three other projects with a friend. One, an original, that is supposed to be submitted, and I have no idea the time line. And it was something I was interested in and now, I could give two shits. I like the story, the idea, but the 'man' wants it to be dark and broody. And that's just not how it's turning out. I want to just say hang it, but I am actually unemployed and the measly amount of unemployment I'm getting is just enough to see that I get no other assistance. Stupid government. :blast: For anyone who has taken the time to look at this inane rambling... Thanks. Anyone who responds... Special thanks. :kiss: