Its Been a while

Wednesday, May 28, 2008 3:49 AM

So it's been a while since I've been on site, I have had a few life changes, I am no longer a CNA and have withdrawn from the nursing program. Some of you may remeber a while back that I said I lost my job and had found a new one? Well I simply exchanged a bad situation for another bad situation and learned something my cousin (who is a nurse) tried to tell me when I swtched jobs in the first place.

I am unsuited to the demands of being a nurse or a CNA. Not that I cannot do the job, not that I am squimish (which is what I thought she was saying and part of why I was so determined to prove her wrong), I do not have the right attitude.

Don't get me wrong I did great with patients, I loved them, and I think they loved me...its the administration I'd like to take out and shot!

I simply could not get used to the shortcuts and jury-rigging that was expected of me and my fellows to "make money" we are talking about PEOPLE here, something most of those money sucking leeches tended to forget.

ANd I said so once too often, and am now no longer employed as a CNA and blackmarked to boot, as a result I found from my schools counciler that I have been moved to the bottom of the waiting list for entry to nursing school. F*ing politics, and what business do they have in medicine anyway?!?

I was upset for a long time, and very busy working as a waitress, I am happy to say that I am back to a nine to five job again, staring at a computer all day. Depressing sometimes, but there it is.

Sigh I'm better off in a feild where they think I'm crazy anyway and so disregard what I'm saying.

Anyway onto the good news! I finished First Job and am reposting it here for anyone who is interested, and thanks for taking the time for reading this!

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