To be or Not to Be THAT is the Question...

POSTED BY: RiveR6213
UPDATED: Sunday, April 9, 2006 14:26
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RIVER6213

Tuesday, April 4, 2006 2:37 AM

The fact that I'm still here perplexes me. I don’t know what you mean by “journey” but I do know that there has been some kind of shift in my thinking. I've had a lot of time to think after my “accident” because when it happened, I couldn’t move, and I was also in a lot of pain and in a state of shock, which was replaced by unconsciousness. I don’t feel really challenge to do anything right now because what do you do after you’ve failed to commit suicide? I’ve never been in this space of mind before.

River

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OTMA

Tuesday, April 4, 2006 2:45 AM

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Originally posted by RiveR6213:
Well, for all of those who are interested, I made it back. Not sure if that's a good or bad thing, but here I am.

River

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RIVER6213

Tuesday, April 4, 2006 2:54 AM

I see that you guys were writing about me after I left...how sweet! I guess you got worried about the crazy girl, but thats okay, its good that someone actually missed me. Thank you everyone.

River

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HIXIE129

Tuesday, April 4, 2006 2:55 AM

Hi River

I am so very happy that you are back!

Please don't do that again, many people care about you. Just take it easy for awhile.

Love
Ronnie

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RIVER6213

Tuesday, April 4, 2006 2:57 AM

I have no choice but to take it easy. I'm pecking at the keyboard with one hand.

River

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HIXIE129

Tuesday, April 4, 2006 3:13 AM

River

I guess that is very frustrating for you, I know you like to write.

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RIVER6213

Tuesday, April 4, 2006 3:24 AM

Don't you know it Hixie129! Big mouthed people like myself find it frustrating when they can't spew their noise forth in great heaps!

River

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HIXIE129

Tuesday, April 4, 2006 3:26 AM

River

And I love when you spew!

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RIVER6213

Tuesday, April 4, 2006 3:28 AM

lol!
Thanks for not being mad at me.

River

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HIXIE129

Tuesday, April 4, 2006 3:35 AM

River

I could never be mad at you, I love you.

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