RAVE

my elder brother left today i saw him walk away to his plane i saw his plane fly away it was off to las vages then he switches planes and gos to ontairio were he will take a shutle to r grandparetns then on friday he will go to san deago (sry i can't spell)then on satrday hes off to philli i think then to rome then to an island about 56 miles off the main land of italy were he will be for 3 1/2 yrs i'm going to miss him very much. :finger: that fucking asshole i am going to kick his ass.

MAI

How shiny my first blog ever. I am sure this subject has been addressed before but... you know your obsesed with firefly when: the phone rings and work and you can't remember the blurt your suppose to use cause you been sitting at your computer secretly reading fan fic. so, the first thing that comes out is Serenity,,,may i help...oops i mean

ZIL

I was driving hom from work last night and I saw some guys strutting along the street. kind of wigger looking, anyhoo one of them stopped and signalled to the others anD what do you think they did? they crossed the Street just so they could smell some flowers growing there. I find life gets dull if people don't keep suprising me.

ZIL

I was in boston all day again today. poked and prodded. here and there. and ya know what? dude! thats what, a big resounding DUDE! I was in with the food police (dietition) and she was like, "why can't you test like you're sposed to?" "why can't you eat like you're sposed to?" "why why why?" and i kind of ho hummed for a bit and she pressed and I was like, "well its hard to be concerned with testing when you don't even have motivation to get out of bed and when you'd rather hurt yourself then breathe." she looked at with her mouth wide open and was like, "I'll be right baaaack" long story short they tried to put me away again. seems different rules apply to people who need to be mentally stable or else they wont take care of this little thing, like life threatening diabetes, and then they'll die. tricksy. they shipped me over to the mental health ward to be evaluated. rock and or roll. the crazies circled around the new meat like starving wolve at the feed. I talked openly with the shrinker... told her things that I haven't opened up about with ANYONE before. she wanted me to go into the hospital too, but she said she'd leave it up to me. in or out patient. I choose out, but for a minute I actually thought about it. for a minute I was real with myself. I can't trust myself sometimes. what I hear isn't always whats said. what i see isn't always whats there. and whats in my head would make the bravest person wet themselves. and its all mine. for a minute I almost decided to go away. I'll be a Spring Harbor out patient though. spring harbor, they make it sound like a fairy land. sunshine and rainbows, just hold on or they'll take you. *sigh* paranoia.

BLUESUNBURN

Hi. New to the boards, I've been luriking for a while, and decided to throw my hand in. I never was able to watch Firefly when it was on TV, due to scheduling, but based on the raves I'd heard about it at some cons, I bought the DVD set cold, and fell in love with it. So far, I've managed to convert three people directly, and one by extension, I figure it's a good start.

TRACER

I just don't know where to begin, my eyes burn with just the tears. No it isn't the mace... Things have just been strange after my monitor blew up on me, well more infront of me. Having screwed around with the s video output i managed to run my pc through the 14" tv of mine. It jsut agonising now, i squint at the screen at the little writing. And if something else goes wrong, the computer snuffs it, after reformating it graceful soiled up again. The eye strain alone is making me look like Penfold from dangermouse, my hair is just falling out now through the stress. still only a pup n' all.640x480 AGH! and now my eyes run think its hayfever symptoms damn it. just wish i came here a little more often, but i just curl up and cry at the screen size, not all the site comes through well. next time mebe hahaha i should be happy the sun was shinning today..pity i was sardined in here fixing the pc :banghead: might try and get firefly on the dolby digital set up down stairs :smile: