Dissociative Disorder

POSTED BY: Bytemite
UPDATED: Sunday, May 30, 2010 13:28
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BYTEMITE

Thursday, May 27, 2010 6:39 PM

>_>

I just had the most surreal car ride, it felt like I wasn't there, or that someone else was controlling my hands and feet.

It was freaky, and I'm telling myself it was freaky, but I'm not listening. o.o Not having appropriate psychosomatic response. Or am I? I can't tell.

This explains the forgetfulness, the attachment issues... Lots of things. Is there ANY goddamn psychological order I DON'T have?!

Lunchtime!

PLATONIST

Thursday, May 27, 2010 9:23 PM

Did you get into a car wreck, at lunch?

Hope all is well.

BYTEMITE

Thursday, May 27, 2010 9:37 PM

Philosophically and metaphorically, I have NO IDEA. Brainwise, it's not unlike a mental carwreck. I came in here, and everything still felt unreal and a little scrambled (and I had a headache), so I posted that to try to get it out of my system.

So, <_< I'm not a good driver, and I avoid it, because it scares the hell out of me. It was, oh, about a 30 to 40 mile drive on the interstate, which I've only been on three times in my life including this one.

I was good and nervous for most of it, you know, tense, white knuckles, bit jittery.

On my way back, I was trying to suppress the nervousness a little better, and then at one point there was a huge semi truck next to me, and I was thinking, okay, going to die, I'm not turning the wheel enough, and then it felt like an outside pressure on my hand, like someone else had grabbed the wheel also, and the car turned, like perfectly. But it was all IMAGINARY. It felt like I wasn't controlling it, but I was. I mean, now I know why people believe in angels and stuff, it seriously felt supernatural.

And it just got weirder from there. I went from suppressing fear to this weird disconnected feeling, not really aware of anything I was doing, and I got back to the office on like pure instinct or something. It was definitely not normal. >_>

TRAVELER

Thursday, May 27, 2010 10:49 PM

It sounds like a panic attack.

http://www.imdb.com/mymovies/list?l=28764731
Traveler

FREMDFIRMA

Thursday, May 27, 2010 10:50 PM

Now you're freaking ME out.

I had a similar experience returning from the grocery store, only it was like this strangeass duality, like being in one place and looking into another, combined with something that felt a little bit like a panic attack, something I am not normally subject to, and a almost kind of a double vision thing with two different highways in front me, one of which wasn't I-94 West.

There's still this kinda tenous doubling effect goin on, and it's weirding me out a bit.

Make of it what you will but damn... freaky.

-Frem

PIRATENEWS

Friday, May 28, 2010 1:48 AM

You picked a helluva day to quit snortin crack.

http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_94vWmzABPGg/SD66A3F6w8I/AAAAAAAAAMA/KVhEEaCH
IK0/s400/20080528__BushChestBump~p1

Or lay off the cellphone, cordless phone, wifi, fluoridated water, aspartame soda, mercury fillings, mercury vaccines, car exhaust, and GMO Frankenfoods, and start detoxifyin by fasting, distilled water, garlic, and sauna.

And for Gods' sake QUIT GETTING YOUR BRAIN WASHED BY THE CORPORATE WHOREMEDIA. Start listening to www.gcnlive.com, www.republicbroadcasting.org and www.americanfreedomradio.com, if you want to live, which have lots of tips from doctors how to stop dissociative disorders.

KWICKO

Friday, May 28, 2010 1:54 AM

Hmmm... Maybe dual universes just merged...

Oh, and I don't think you snort crack. I always though PN smoked it, and snorted meth.

PIRATENEWS

Friday, May 28, 2010 2:01 AM

Bush snorting crack

BYTEMITE

Friday, May 28, 2010 2:18 AM

...Why...?

Two things I didn't particularly want to see. ._.

IREMISST

Friday, May 28, 2010 2:38 AM

Me thinkith PNews spends waaaaay too much time lookin' up pics...

Strange thing is, I had a sorta similar strangeness happen to me, was a passenger yesterday and had this weird sensation kinda like laying down on the shore and feeling the water rush up and down and it felt like I was suckin' helium, am now thinking based on your and my previous posts that maybe we're both waaaaay overstressed, the kind of overstressed that a latte and an hour of meditation ain't gonna fix...

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