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Broken by a Name

Monday, May 21, 2007

Inara reveals that she once went by a different name. Mal helps her come to terms with the past that broke her spirit and drove her to start anew. Angst, horror, and sweetness. Sequel to <a href="http://www.fireflyfans.net/bluesun.aspx?bid=16539"“Seeing you in a different … shirt”</a> and <a href="http://www.fireflyfans.net/bluesun.aspx?bid=16559"“That shirt makes you look naked.”</a>

CATEGORY: FICTION    TIMES READ: 3542    RATING: 9.0 (PG13)    SERIES: FIREFLY

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A.N. Post-everything, about 10 years after they met. I give it a PG-13 for reference to past sexual violence. Hey, you asked for it. I cannot be held responsible for characters who suffer in sequels you request.

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Mal sat gingerly on the bed, his flesh on fire, begging for mercy. He hurt everywhere the sweat-soaked fabric clung to his skin. Inara tenderly mopped the sweat from his brow and applied aloe to his sunburned face and neck, her fingers dancing skillfully, bringing only cool relief.

“I asked you not to go,” she said softly, touching his lips with a balm that soothed him just enough to sip from his water glass without wincing.

“I know,” he choked as the water cut a cool stream through his dehydrated system. “But you can’t tease me with this name thing and expect me to do nothing.”

“I shouldn’t have said it,” Inara lamented, unbuttoning the blue, sweat-soaked shirt he wore. The sun had been so intense, he’d been burned clean through the material. Whereas his face and neck were tomato red, the skin under the shirt was only a light pink, and Inara could see white lines where the double thickness of the collar and the seams had protected him. Delicately, she cleaned his skin with cool water and smoothed aloe over the burns, causing him to wince at the sting. He shook as much from pain as dehydration, but she kept filling his glass since he refused to go to the Infirmary.

“Sure you should’ve,” Mal answered her between gulps of water. “When we have kids, they should know their mother’s name.”

“I don’t want children,” Inara said quickly, just like she always did.

“In case I convince you…” Mal began wanly. Then he caught that mournful look in her eyes that always accompanied the mention of future children, so he stopped. He sighed as her fingers rubbed soothing lotion over his shoulders and with closed eyes said, “I would like to know your real name.”

“Inara is my real name,” she insisted.

“I mean the name your momma gave you.”

“I –” Inara’s hands stopped moving suddenly, causi

Comments
Tuesday, 22 May 2007 01:27
So sad, and so brilliantly done! I won't ask for a sequel, because God only knows what you might do to them then! Lovely work, as always!
Tuesday, 22 May 2007 01:56
Brillant! and certainly explains a lot about Inara...love this characterization of Mal and how far he's grown.
Tuesday, 22 May 2007 02:59
This was great! I really loved the past you've given Inara here and Mal's determination to find out the details - no matter how gory - was perfectly in character.

I agree - no sequel, because I can't stand the thought of it being worse!
Tuesday, 22 May 2007 04:33
Gah!

The angst! The horror! The tender, fluffy love!

As always VB, you've put my heart through the emotional wringer and made me like it.

You've also offered yet another excellent explanation as to why Inara is so closed about her past - and what a doozy it is.

I love the way you have Mal comforting Inara, saying her 'real' name over and over to keep her in the now and push away the hurt associated with her birth name. Same goes for the fact that he's holding her while suffering terrible sunburn. Exactly the kind of things I can see Mal doing - ignoring his own problems for the sake of supporting his crew.

A fantastic yarn you're spinning here, VB. Most excellent work.
Tuesday, 22 May 2007 10:05
I can so see Inara not being her real name but to find such painful connotations to her past was painful. I am glad that Mal did it though and while it has to hurt like anything for Inara to have her secret shared by another on some level I think it will also give her peace. A burden shared if you will. I can also see a mischief Mal showing off his sunburn to make Inara laugh. Good myth. Ali D :~)
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Tuesday, 22 May 2007 18:22
I have to admit, valeriebean...I am all kinds of torn about things ending here. Part of me so wants to see more - a future shift about Mal and Inara having children - but....another part is mighty glad you've ended things here. Mal and Inara have grown closer, Mal now knows a lot more about what kinds of events shaped Inara into the woman she is...and Mal has helped Inara begin to properly heal from what was done to her by her step-father.

I am giving you a perfect 10, valeriebean...this was a trilogy finale to be some of the best ever written or filmed:D

BEB

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