I Just Don't Know...

Friday, March 25, 2011 10:48 AM

I'm tired of me. That's pretty much the gist of it. My life has fallen into complete crap. And, before you all rain down the "oh, it could be much worse", I know it can, but if it were I'd prolly be dead. Dramatic enough for you yet? Welcome to my life! lol. Really, I know that things aren't as bad as it could be, it's just hard going through life when you're utterly unhappy. I've always thought of those that were just "fed up with life", that it's not so bad, but now I understand. I took for granted the life that I had and now it's in pieces. Again, dramatic, I know. I just feel like I've lost myself. Even though things weren't great, I had this... spark, I guess. Now it just seems gone. I just want some life back, anything. I miss some (not all, mind you) of what I used to be. Who knew a few months could change a person so drastically. Why am I writhing this here and not in some blog? Yeeeeeah, I really have no clue... Hello, remember? Lost here! Heh.

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