when you find out you dont have good friends.

Tuesday, October 2, 2007 2:50 AM

my birthday is this sunday.

my "friends" wanted to take me out for the weekend and celebrate which i was all ready for. then i found out the other day that 2 out of 3 "friends" didnt want to do it anymore because they didnt want to leave their spouses for a day and a half.

these are people that ive open my heart to which i dont do very often for fear of being burned. and what happened...i got burned again.

it doesnt matter that i befriended them when they were lonely and took care of them when they were sick and called everyday to see if they needed anything. not to mention threw one of them a birthday party because she was alone. also threw friday night parties were i was the one doing all the cooking and cleanup. i also introduced them to Firefly. what can i say?? i am hurt. why do i choose friends who are more selfish than me?? this is why i dont make friends very often because most of them are selfish bitches who only think about themselves. i hope they all get herpes. as you can see im still pissed.

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