Cant sleep

Tuesday, October 3, 2006 1:01 AM

I cant sleep, I fall asleep eventually but I just dont get tired the same way. I feel hollow inside, like something just is missing. I know what it is, its hope. The hope of one getting together with her. Now that that hope is gone, it left a gaping hole in my soul. Cant really say im depressed, and I dont have any problems hanging out with her, im not even in pain at the moment.

Im just... empty...

Cant fill the hole either, ive tried with food, smoking, sleep, TV, meeting people, nothing really works. I just cant make myself feel again. And its hurting my studies, didnt go to school today cause I didnt go to sleep untill 10.30 in the morning.

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