Status Quo

Saturday, July 22, 2006 12:28 AM

Good news - Tricare has approved the surgery, so #2 and I will be at the hospital bright and early Wednesday morning for the surgery. I have to admit I am not crazy about some man cutting open my child's chest. I know it has to be done, but I sure as hell don't have to like it. I sent the email to his dad. No answer. But then I really wasn't expecting it. There is a tiny part of me that wishes he would turn human again. But I think Angelus is here to stay - if you know what I mean!

Been getting flack for the whole "I do not want to celebrate my birthday", but its my birthday and I shouldn't have to celebrate. Its just another day in this hell, so whats to celebrate.

Today is his birthday. I am sure he and the bigamistskank and out drinking and driving.

I am very lonely. Sure I have the lovely people here, my 47 kids and my mom/dad. But I have no contact with any friends IRL. The friends I do have live in other places. My only human contact everyday is with strangers. I can't count the bible thumpers as friends, because to be my friend I have to trust you. Nuff said.

Anyway, whinge whinge whinge.

I shall be spending a quiet weekend. A little cleaning. A little Roswell and Firefly. Try to figure out what color my hair wants to be. That sort of stuff.

Its all good. This too shall pass.

Oh yeah, an old boyfriend from high school called today. He is married with a little one, but we talk everyonce in awhile. Its nice, someone who knows all the secrets and still loves me.

Anyway Love to my FireFlyFans family.

PS - how do you people know when I have a new entry?

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