FUTUREMRSFILLION'S BLOG
Entry for 6/29/2006 at 9:55:49 AM
Thursday, June 29, 2006 7:58 PM
My mommy has come to the rescue once again. This is of course very depressing. Everytime I have to ask her for money I feel diminished.Someone is playing my most favorite piece of music in the whole world - Pachelbel's Canon in D. It usually is so soothing, but today the beauty is just making me weepy.
You all must be so sick of my depressing self. I know I am.
I want to go home and go to bed, but I must go to the 2nd job tonight. I am just getting more and more resentful of the need for more than one job and that adds to the stress.
My heartrate is steady at about 130 beats a minute, which takes a lot of energy let me tell you!
BTW - drove by Ex's house because it amuses us to do so. He has a brand new car in the drive.
Must be nice.
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