I am done

Wednesday, June 21, 2006 5:08 PM

OK. I am done. I keep trying to hang on, and I keep trying to be positive and everytime I start to feel normal, and like things will be ok - I get kicked in the teeth again.

I have to go to court today in reference to #2. The child with Reactive Airway disease, Allergic Asthma and a birth defect that means his chest cavity is too small for his heart. Apparently the school board feels his absences are excessive so now I have to go to court. Yeah he missed 22 days. 5 days for a funeral. 1 day to get his learners permit and see a doctor for a surgical referal and 16 days for being so sick he couldn't out of bed. So yeah that's lovely.

Then if that wasn't enough HIMSELF called to announce that we needed to "sit down and settle this thing" what he meant by that was he isn't willing to give me anything and wants me to sign the papers. He tells me that he is not paying my parents back for the truck and that we can take it out of the equity in the house. Now, there IS NO equity in the house and if there were we would have to sell it to get it. Or I would have to take out a loan to get it. Either way, I am out of a place to live, or paying more out of my pocket.

I am now so behind on my house payment that I will lose it anyway. I have until 1 July to come up with 1200 additional dollars. Or I will be escorted off of my own property by the Sherrifs. I have no way of getting this money. That is unless of course I get a hold of my life insurance policy payout. Well not me, but the boys.

I probably won't be posting anymore. Love to all.

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