More pressure sucks...

Friday, April 30, 2004 3:54 PM

So how about I just found out that the last two girls in my area of curriculum are leaving after this year?! That's means more pressure and stress. They weren't kidding when they rated my school as second in the country for most stressful. But dude, I'm so tired of just dreading the going to one particular class because it just feels like no matter how hard I try and bust my ass or how much time I put into it, I just suck at it.

Man I freaking hate being in a class with Grad students. I feel like I don't belong and that's my major, not theirs. You would think it would help having people that are so far along, but apparently not for me. I just feel so terribly intimidated.

Fine. I admit I procratinate really bad for that class, but just the meer thought of how much all my time and effort is going to be for naught but a hell of a lot more work ahead, as well as thinking I got it, and learning I don't really hurts. I should have gone into Drama. I miss that and just performing in general. But I need the degree. And I really do like my major, I just hate being broken down seemingly all the time...

Goddess, I need a trip to the beach! Because this really sucks.

PS: for anyone who just read this. don't mind me. I only REALLY needed to vent or spend the rest of the day in tears. THanks for listening. School is a thorn in my side at the moment.

so school.

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