RAY53208'S BLOG
from day one... and yet no love
Monday, March 27, 2006 6:44 PM
well, since comin' back from my long stay away from all things browncoatish i received some messages from those of like mind.like mind in that it seems sometimes that the local browncoat scene is rather like a club with a secret handshake.
a handshake i dont know. regardless of the fact that ive converted countless numbers to serenity. regardless that ive been a fan since before day one.
part of it may be that i live in BFE, part of it may be that i tend towards reclusivity, but even on the message boards (take your pick which one) a fella gets to feelin' like the best he can hope for is to feel like hes crashing someone elses reunion.
meh. this is the reason i went away. its not like im needed, i know that. but it woulda been nice if i felt like i belonged.
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