What's wrong with me?

Thursday, March 16, 2006 7:08 PM

Today is a bad day. I don't know why, I just woke up with it. I hate it when I get like this. I feel all numb and hollow. Nothing matters and and I just...I don't know. I just don't like it. It's worse then feeling depressed because then I at least feel something . This is like being surrounded by a thick, dead fog. There's nothing to see or touch or do and I can't see a way out.

The occasional thought that gets through the fog is not of the cheering sort. You know, stuff like "what's the point" or "I'm a useless piece of sh** screw up".

Anyway, I'm hoping fiddling around in here will help. I love the community here so maybe...I hope.
My hopes are not high though.

Sorry for the major down note.
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Later

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