Ъ I see red, I see Red, I see RED Ъ

Monday, March 13, 2006 9:13 PM

Before I start - just so you all know, that those little symbols (Ъ) are the closest things I could find to musical notes LOL!

Okee dokee... Thank you sOo much for all your emails and thoughts... and hugs :) I have just read them and I have the biggest grin!!!
<--- and that doesn't even do it justice!!!

I'm back in Sydney - kinda regretting coming back... Something just doesn't feel right anymore;
Brisbane - A group of people are always there to meet me at the airport.
Sydney - If I'm lucky (which is rare), one person is there to pick me up...

And I got really cranky! Like I had to make my own way home (and when I had to leave for Brisbane, NO-ONE offered to take me!) - picture this:
I have a bag (with wheels) that is just under 20kgs - I think that is around 40lbs for those of you playing at home ;) - I then had 2 hand bags, and then 2 more bags to carry on.
HOW BULKY!!! It was sOo hard to walk that I kept crying on the way there and home... It had already been an emotional week for me and to make matters worse, I stubbed my toe on my bag while I was trying to make my way outta the train! It is sOo bad!!! So, on one big toe I have an ingrown and on the other biggy is stubbed!!
AND! I'm trying to grow my nails, which I chipped!!! (I'm wearing red nail polish and this was meant to be about that LOL! But you lucky readers are now reading my angry rant - I'm literally seeing red!)

I'm just so hurt! No one is even giving me a reason to stay - I mean yeh, I had a MASSIVE fight with my brother the day of my flight and that wouldn't of helped my mood but GORRAM!!!!!

I guess another reason I want to move up there, is because of my Dad's new girl... I know it's expected that I won't like her, but I tried! I really did! But I hate giving and giving and giving and then not getting anything back - I'm not greedy, I like being appreciated, is what I'm trying to say...

Back onto the lady - My dad is V. Naïve when it comes to the laaaaadies, he was just really lucky that my Mum was the person she was! But this chick gives me the jeebers, it's kinda like, would she be with my Dad if he still had the kind of money he has now? And like Dad takes her out on dates but for some reason something always went wrong, kinda like - someone was late or they were booked out or didn't serve the food she liked and she would get really angry at Dad about this... it's like DUDE!!! He is taking YOU out!!! Be grateful!

Man... I'm gonna stop now - it's not healthy LOL! And I don't want to start my morning like that.

Thanks for letting me vent, everyone :) and again thank you sOo much for your emails and hugs - I really appreciated them... I missed you all too (just in case I don't get around to writing personally, I will but it might not be today) and it's great to be back with the greatest people in the 'verse!

I love you ALL!
Jessica
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