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Despondent today.... it happens.
Friday, February 24, 2006 2:45 PM
I don't often get into this blogging stuff. I'm not very good at it and I usually look back and think I'm whinging. And we all know that accomplishes nothing. But I thought perhaps if I poured myself out where I could see it, I could quit tearing up like a silly.
I have been this way several times now ABOUT Firefly. This isn't real life stuff, this is sadness connected to my feelings about a tv show, gorramit? I've never done this before about a non- real life thing, so it throws me for a loop everytime I do it.
I have been without regular sleep now since Monday, as I'm "tendin' to sick folks", both my husband and daughter had surgery this week, so I'm assuming I'm gettin' a little punchy from lack of sleep. So I'm sure this has a true bearing on my sadness this a.m.
I miss our crew, and every post on FFF.net, particularly the one of Joss' interview where he doesn't sound too positive about the return of the ship and crew just send me back to tears.
Gonna be one of those days I guess, where I'm gonna have to "pull myself straight" as my Dad used to say and face the day head on and hope I get better. I'm still so proud to be a Browncoat and I'm glad I can come here and join in with everyone.
Still holdin' - FollowMal
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