Everybody dies alone

Saturday, February 4, 2006 1:25 AM

I feel so lonely, today. :( I check the board often; write the occasional post, too. But I feel so lost today. I try and be quasi-funny, crack a few chicken jokes, grab a few laughs here and there. But, underneath, I really just want to talk about River. But I fear people will soon grow tired of it. And I do, of course, not want to come off too overtly psychotic. Yeah, there's that. :) Seriously, though, I am not mentally disturbed. Although I guess that statement is as true as it is untrue.

Addiction, I reckon, has much in common with music. There are these neural pathways being formed, that kinda 'train' your brain to expect certain patterns. And in the absence thereof, well, ... you probably feel the tug yourself.

I miss River. How crazy is that? It's true, though.

There's this sweetheart called River.
"Little one" is the name Mal did give'er.
She makes me cry.
Don't ask for a why.
I'm simply saying: I miss her.

That's not much of a poem, either, is it? :( I feel so, so sad today.

"tai nanguo" (= too sad) indeed.

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