*sobs*

Sunday, December 25, 2005 6:51 AM

Well wow, I got a phone call from my fiancee who's half-way around the world and it was so bitter-sweet.

I miss him more than Arwen would have missed Aragorn when he went off on his quest. I cry more for him than I do when I watch the end of Serenity and see Zoe standing by herself.

I was at my grandmother's when I got the phonecall ands it took all of my energy not to break down, instead when I hung up I locked myself in the bathroom for twenty minutes and bawled my eyes out, and when I got home there were messages on the phone from him, and he left me a message on my blog, I think he reads them, and now it's just started me off all over again.

I didn't want to write all of this here, but I'm all alone right now and while I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me I miss him SO much and I just needed to write it


If you read this Sweetheart
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
I MISS YOU
I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU

Atalante Meles Lyaa my dearest love.

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