Addicted

Monday, June 13, 2005 9:27 PM

I’m cutting back. I can't go cold turkey. I've tried. It doesn't work.

It’s quite plain, even if I refuse to admit it, that I spend too much time here. I have more friends here then in real life. Some of you can probably relate to being the weird nerdy person people tend to make fun of or shy away from in every day life. That’s me. I’m not just a fun loving weird girl. I’m also the girl that has been ridiculed by the masses her entire life. I found FFF and thought of it as a kind of Sanctuary. I was a Runner. I can’t run anymore.

Jake is a little upset. All the AIM buddies. The constant emails about the treehouse. Especially after finding out that I have spent enough time here to warrant an accusing glare from someone’s wife. Heh. So. I will be here, just not as much. And no more flirting. Even if I think of it as harmless, it isn’t.

I’ll see ya around the treehouse or the tag.

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