It Never Gets Any Easier

Thursday, March 10, 2005 7:58 AM

Does it? Normally I'd be moping on my home blog, but if one is going to fish for sympathy, what better place than here with all my wonderful Browncoats. That and I can be vulnerable here. She won't see this. She'll see me being strong, being ok. So she won't feel bad about me hurting, because she won't know. Fucking white hat.

I was doing ok. I really was. But she was out of town and not online. And then she popped online. And there sunk the heart. And then I made the mistake of talking to her. Not because of anything she did or anything like that. It was just difficult to talk to her as only a friend.

And then she went out for a bit to catch a band. Came back and wanted to talk a little more. Drunk. Rah. Just. Argh. I must be masochistic.

Also, empathy sucks. If you wanna know, you can ask, but I won't say why here.

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