LISSA'S BLOG
it happened again...
Monday, November 29, 2004 7:06 PM
remember my last blog? well, dave and i got back together last night. it took a while...he was really scared that he would just screw it up and that our friendship would get ruined, and he says he's not in the "relationship place." but we both want this really bad, and eventually we decided to try it again, with assurences from me that i would help him do this and that we could make it work. then i had to go upstairs for a bit (remember, he lives in my dorm/house) cause his friend was coming over cause it's her birthday and he hadn't seen her in a week and he had a card for her...so he was gonna come get me when she had gone. so he came up like 40 or so minutes later and asked to talk to me in the common room...which i immediately knew was a bad thing. he told me that he was happy when we were together, but as soon as he started explaining it to his friend he knew it wouldn't work...basically the same reasons he gave before...(oh, he's still off his medication but he talked to his psychiatrist and i guess that stuff is fine now) so ya, i'm very sad right now...i just hope he realizes soon that he can do this, because...he has to.COMMENTS: 4